I went shopping today and it was the first time shopping in "normal" stores. I have a seriously hard time wrapping my head around my size. I still think I am too big for everything. At one point I had a medium on, in talbots and still felt like I should be in womans. My friend couldn't understand how I was struggling and not thrilled. Seriously bizarre ...
On a positive note I bought several really cute outfits to help me sail thru the next couple months.
My top half is small (medium) but I still wear a 16 pant because of my fat stomach. I think that's why it is hard. At only 5'3" I still feel huge in a 16.