btb2013

Hey how did your thighs turn out? Abs? I am pre-op and 234, size 14-16..... I am worried about skin...... You look good girl!

Thanks! I will try to modify my thinking.... Pop a Xanax..... Something......... My mother always said if I could get paid for worrying I would be a multi-millionaire...... :-/

Having a lot of an anxiety (my Surg is suppose to be on the 26th at GWU in D.C.---- it was suppose to be on the 5th, but the doc didnt feel i lost enough weight on my liquid diet so far). But given complications I had during my last childbirth 3 years ago and the entirety from that experience,I don't think even Xanax is helping.... I constantly worry about successful Surg,worry about recovery and messing something up and getting the "so and so may occur including death"--- portion of the warnings given... Worry about sagging skin or even more Heath issues,even when I am trying to beat a neuro condition by having this Surg. My hubby doesn't understand my level of anxiety and had to be brought on-board (a recent hospitalization and health issue managed to sway him). I am 234 pds and goal is to lose 94 pds....... My head is just not re-focusing..... Help!!!! Pls..