Didnt sleep at all last night, AGAIN, so this morning I have a huge headache. It is so hot and humid here this week and that makes my back really hurt for some reason, even when im in the air. I also have a lot on my mind. Im now officially unemployed as my fmla and leave time is all gone. So much for 22 years at a job. Not that I really care cuz only one of my so called friends and coworkers even has bothered to see how I am and keep in touch. I havent even heard from my bff after a few facebook msgs. I am getting ltd and I have a group helping me with my ssi appeal. My goal long term is to keep losing weight so when I see the surgeon at the end of august, he wont say, " you really need surgery but you are too heavy". I am soooo sick of hearing that and having to continue to live with this damn pain every day. Sorry for the whining this morning but needed to vent. Am having a rare depressed day so far probably due to the fact that I WAS UP ALL NIGHT! Thanks for listening friends! Some days you are the only ones I have and I truly appreciate you all.