mommytonya

Thank you! Look forward to seeing your success

I have gone through a lot of stalls. Very normal. The gaining is just water weight or muscle so dont worry about that. Just be sure your getting you protein. Maybe up ylur intake? You will go through this a lot though so dont get discouraged. How often do you weight yourself? I had to stop after awhile because it was just messing with my head so much. Good luck to you and I think you have done great so far and you will reach your goal...just stick with ur program

Thanks Its weird when I look at my old pics I dont see what I saw than. Nit at my highest weight but when I was like 210-220 i thought I was hott shit. Now I look back at pics from than and am like wow I was so big. And I have like zero confidence now. Its bizarre.

No problem. You can do it! Good luck!!

Thanks! You will. Just keep with it and go into surgery with the I WILL succeed attitude and if u already had it ... the I AM succeeding! !

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Surgery dec3rd 2012. 144 now started at 279. [ATTACH]4688[/ATTACH] [ATTACH]4688[/ATTACH]

Omg went and got a new bra last night. Im in a d cup sad. Thats so small for me. but good new is they look full I mm it thanks to all the padding haha. And im a 34 now! I was a 50g when I got my surgery!

So my friend took tons of pics for me last night for my hubby.....she is one.good photographer lol my boobs looked great in most of them haha. Had to hold them or push them certain ways but hey they turned out lmao.

Haha I have to really tuck mine in. Its rediculous. Im getting dd impants as soon as possible. I cant take it haha.

Big wojo. Good responce

Justrick.....that was not encouraging ...you were supposed to say u love ur wifes boobs no matter how long they are lmao. You can tie thembin a pretty bow for her

Im glad im not the only one!! I want my pornstar tatas back so bad. Tax season im getting me some dd impants I know that forsure!!

I am 5pounds under my goal weight and still losing which is great but my boobs look horrendous! !! I have always had big boobs and I have always loved them. Fat or skinny they are my staple lol. Really though its just my thing.... tonya with the big boobs. But they look like disgusting flat pancakes when I dont have a bra on and when I do wear a bra they look like old man wrinkly balls. I have lose saggy skin on my arms legs and stomach but I dont even care its my poor boobs. Went from a full non saggy g to a wrinkly ball dd seriously depressed about it! Tried to take pictures for my hubby whos in korea and I started crying I hate it!

Liane... I go to the gym like 5times a week. I swim a lot. And do the treadmill. I was just recently cleared to lift weights. I got very sick aftwr my surgery so took awhile for me to beable to excersize like I wanted to. I did however get 5pound weights and I was lifting those from day one out of the hospital. Just to try to avoid as much lose skin as possible on my arms.... I still have a ton of it lol. But when your cleared for working out I highly recommend swimming. Zumba is really good also. Good luck on your journey

Thanks

Both I egs fit in one side lol. Started at 279 on dec. 3rd down to 145! [ATTACH]4549[/ATTACH]

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As of today im 145 ... 5 pounds under goal weight. I made an apt to see my surgeon im scared of what hes going to say. Since my loss isnt slowing down.

Thanks everyone I appreciate the support!

Thanks dorian. I go every week to a counselor. Just messes with my head so much. Im trying.

Thanks so much! I am blessed to have very supportive family. And im sorry you arnt getting the support you need from yours I really wish you the best and that they come around!

This is new to me. The anerexia. It just replaced the overeating...which im sure stemmed from childhood abuse :/ from the day I went to my pcm to tell her I was interested in the surgery to the day I had the surgery was about two months. I was not educated enough and certainly not prepared mentally for this. I had 6month old twins and a two year old...after a very hard pregnancy and months of my girls on oxygen and than moved 5weeks after my surgery to another state...than 3 weeks later hubby left for korea than in and out of the hospital for 6 months. It was just way to much way to fast! My famiky and friends have been amazing but they saw me dying... literally so it was tramatic for all of them so now I just dont think they know what to say or do and thats ok.. I mean if I were them I wouldnt have a clue how to help me. Its just soooo overwhelming. I tried to go to an overeaters anonymous meeting and had a panic attack because all I saw was overweight people ..me 8 months ago and freaked out. So its a lonely and hard road right now with my rock (my husband) gone for another year still. Ill make it through it....I have to for my babies! But some days it seems impossible. Blah ..I feel like I have word vomit right now but it feels good to get it out.