Hang in there, Ava. It sounds like it's really hard right now--I can't imagine. But think about your baby and your mom. She would want you to be around a long, long time for your child. It's okay to feel sad, but use it to fuel your determination to be a healthier you!
Has anyone ever done the Insaity workout or P90X and seen success in losing excess skin? "Normal" people look like they have less flabby skin in their after photos. I have wondered if it would work for excess skin as well. Or is it comepletely unreleated? lol