jeremysmoma

Supposed to get my date next week. Looking at end of Feb. I am having the Sleeve. My life is fixing to start. I am so excited and so very ready for this. I want to be healthy so I can teach my son how to. I can't wait to do all those things I have missed doing with him. I don't want to just watch him grow up, I want to be a part of it.

Looks like I won't be getting surgery til January because of insurance reasons. Bummer.

Got aggravated and ill and went to store for a pack of cigs. I am hopeless. Why can't I fight this? I have endoscopsy on the 12th. I'm afraid my surgeon will be able to tell I have been smoking. I have to be strong and kick this. Help!

How much to get started?

Having problems getting rid of the losengas and the cigars. Any support would be appreciated.

Check this out. They did a new titration where theg put the oxygen thing on your finger and it was better! They took me off the oxygen and came and took the machine. YEAH! I am still on cpap but at least I am off that monster machine. All that exercise is paying off. I can't wait til the surgery and I can get off the cpap machine. I will miss it but will be glad to see it go. Yeah!

To shake your booty on purpose, instead of it shaking on it's on. Lol

It would be nice to go to wal-mart without getting one of those electric wheelchair carts. I want to go to the mall further than just the stores near where I parked. I want to stand up during praise and worship when they play music like everybody else. I have a really bad messed up back and I know getting this extra human off of me will free me and take away my pain. I can't wait to be the mom and dad (I'm a singal parent) my son deserves. I too want him to hug me and reach all the way around. I want to go to his school and not feel like I'm embarassing him. I am in here. I want to move and do things. I will transform and become "me". Just you wait and see!

Me too. It lulls me to sleep. How will I sleep without it?

I have been on cpap 8 years. Before I was tirder, no energy, and had migraines every day for over a year. As soon as I slept with machine they were gone.

I was just thinking the same thing this morning. I'm on the church commitee and we took a group pic and I was in the very back. You can hardly see mee I buried myself behind everybody else. I pray that by next year when we take one that I stand in the front. Proud and loud. Lol

My Dad and Stepmom live in Rock Hill, near Carowinds. I have been too big to go and fit on rides or just walk the park. I hate that my 11yr old has been missing out everytime we go to visit. Plus we live in Myrtle Beach and I want to go to waterpark in a decent bathing suit. I can't wait til my surgery to get started on my new life. I just feel so bad that I couldn't do this sooner. My son is the one that has suffered. I had to wait til now because of insurance. I pray I can make it up to him.