Thanks guys I really love all your fees bad. It's loke one minute I'm like f**k it in going just do it and stop bitching then the next day I'm like I don't need it I'm going end up looking like a damn stick. I pray about it every chance I think I'm wanting on a sign from God lol.
My surgery is set for oct 21 and now I starting to think twice about it. I'll start by saying I'm 25 years old I weight currently 253 and I'm 5'7. Every one around me keeps telling me that I don't need it and I could die! The main person who is saying that they don't support me is my fiancé. He says he does not want me to get it and I don't want to disappoint him. I really really want it but I just don't no.