For the first time in my life, with the full support of my husband, I am doing something for ME and only ME! To reflect on why I am doing this and what this means for me, I am going to do a video diary up until I leave and while I am in Mexico. I would love to record my thoughts and maybe even continue doing the diaries for my children to see someday. I know this will start a new journey in life for me and what better way to capture it than by video. I have complete faith in God that I will come out of surgery successfully, so this is not a "record a video in case I die" kind of thing, LOL! I sincerely believe I will be fine. I just want to document this, just for me.