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Just left dr office he put me back on celexa 20 mg and visteril 25 mg tid prn took me off the buspar cause it seemed to make everything worse i go back in 3 weeks he offered clonipin and valium but i turned em down not wanting to go that route anyway heres to hoping to level out SOON

Im extremely short tempered and normally im pretty patient i walk in my house from work and my heart is racing hands shaking according to my hubby i start yelling immediately its because my house is in disarray and im not a neat freak and not a type a personality either but when i walk in the kitchen to try to figure out what im gonna eat which is frustrating anyway and its a disaster or all the stuff is left out i kinda freak this is stuff that never really bothered me before i sorta went off on a dude at Walmart 2 weeks ago that is when i went to doc the first time for it he put me on buspar im not seeing any help grrrr matter of fact its getting worse hubby and i keep fighting he says im self absorbed and neglecting everyone especially him of course he was never really on board with this surgery so i feel like he is just being a jackass maybe jealous and insecure but thats his excuse for being an idiot i dont like feeling this way

Forgot bout those its freakin crazy i thought i was normal but i been goin off on strangers and everyone in my house just had my surgery dec 28 how long to level off i wonder seems like i may need to make a visit to my doc soon lol

I feel like my entire world is outta control as my weight drops slowly fastly doesn't seem to matter im very anxious and fidgety hubby keeps asking me if im on drugs which is a huge laugh but that is another story i just feel so outtta control wondering if anyone knows if there is an explanation and fix for this

Surgery day 245. 12/28/12 todays wt 225 1/21/12 down 20 lbs and plan on measuring tonight i am exercising some but mostly trying to get my protein in and really having to work on the water but trying something new today premeasured water on the morning and watching it disappear thruout the day lol

Mine is from surgery date 12/28/12 245 to saturday 1/12/13 2weeks 1 day wt 228.8

I was sleeved on the 28th surgery weight was 245 todays weight was 228.8 im exstatic and looking forward to monday when i can start back on my zumba classes

I would call the office tomorrow and ask about those bandages usually the bandages are removed day after surgery otherwise they could breed infection gl i think the first things to worry bout is staying hydrated

Its not bad doc said test in to check for leaksi have 6 incisions site and im itching like crazy but all went really well although im trying to type this on meds so sorry if not coherent and rambling

Im on the bench lol the LOSERS bench that is

Im getting impatient lol iv in and all good lets do this gl everyone else

Gl you too and everyone i slept from 9-12 and now im up rarin to go and i aint gotta b there till 6 either lol

Ya and congrats on being completed this time tomorrow i will b right there too excited but stressed now that im having to leave my mom here

Gl today tho im sure it is over let me know how it went

Omg surgery is day after tomorrow not close enough as i thought it would never b here gl everyone i check in at 6 am leaving work at 4 am to get there by 6 making for a short or really long wait sigh