grayeybeauty

I am not sure surgery will be possible before then according to the hr lady I only have it until the end of the month....so until then we will see all the doctors we can.. thanks again everyone for your hugs and prayers...I really want a drink right now and a chocolate chip cookie!!

Thanks ladies just having a moment I guess

Thank you ...not really concerned about Xmas...my daughter is on my insurance and she has to have surgery for a tumor she has on the tip of her brain...sooo yea that sucks

Nothing else to say really...laying in my bed crying...less then a week before Xmas!!!

You look great...I didn't take any pictures before I hid from the camera as much as I could..I have some now bit I can't see what everyone else sees... Maybe if I had I would nothing the difference.. Seeing the smile on your face is enough to make me push harder to continue my journey...lol I wanna be like you when I grow up...THANKS !!

KRB its fine...I plan on going and having the best time...he's so sweet makes me laugh and we can talk about anything for hours...not looking for serious so if nothing else I have a new friend

Artsong....yeah don't think the movie is a great idea...let me lose some weight and I will get on on that...LOL kidding... Thanks littlebits I am ...so exciting the date isn't until next week I had plans already this weekend so no updates until then unless something changes..

Well my daughters have not met him and at this point probably won't..and its just a date..no expectations..he is a really nice guy. I've honestly have had more meaningful conversations with him then any 40 something I know..and there isn't a ex with baby momma drama...Hell that's rare!! So I'm gonna go out have a good time if I'm lucky get my Stella on and have an amazing time.. As far as my girls I've been a single parent for a long time with focus on them all about them...I'm 42 and look like I'm 30 and having a flopping ball ...no plans to get married so I'm safe...that's for the comments...I appreciate all of you and I have considered every side..but I'm gonna be selfish

KRB....I have girls think god...but I do have two younger make cousins who think they are my dads so o know when they find out its not gonna be pretty...and no freaking...its just a dinner date...

Thanks Divine...I will and keep you all posted

Delta girl...yep their pretty awesome girls....if they where a lot younger I probably wouldn't have...lol honestly even if they where bother against it and I want to ..I still would just did it out of respect for them..lok

You know its just a date and nothing may come out of it ...and if it does then awesome...I've had crappy relationships in the past with men in general...so if a hott 27 year old successful younger man wants to take me to dinner( that I won't and can't eat) lol why egoism I worry about it.... My oldest is a lil whatever about it but my 19 yr old says why not...so why the Hell not

MGM....no sweetie you didn't..Hell it takes a lot to offending me..I knew you where kidding.....

MGM...LOL yeah....no LOL thanks for the thought