spieldose

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I'm spieldose. Add me too!!!! Sent from my iPhone using VST

I couldn't imagine being able to eat one ounce of anything... I was sleeved November 12 and can eat about 3-5 oz, depending on how dense it is Sent from my iPhone using VST

I think with the small amount of calories we are able to take in at that point, that it doesn't really matter? Sent from my iPhone using VST

Sleeved 11/12 Pre-op 312 Day of surgery 305 Current weight 281.4 Sent from my iPhone using VST

I'm 26 days out and have lost 31 Sent from my iPhone using VST

Sleeved November 12 - down 26.6 lbs... I think im at my three week stall though... I finally lost a lb after 4 days Sent from my iPhone using VST

Ha. Mine was heavier than its ever been on my life. Sent from my iPhone using VST

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Your partner would be crazy not to like you thin. From your profile pic, you are adorable Now... You will be super hot after! Sent from my iPhone using VST

That was strangely therapeutic... So I have more. 1. I get pissed when people that are under 200 lbs have or talk about having weight loss surgery. 2. I get mad at myself for eating more than 600 calories. Day... When I could put back over 5,000 calories without my sleeve. 3. I know the sleeve is working for me, but I get jealous of people on here that lost ridiculous amounts of weight their first month (50+ lbs? I can only hope). 4. I am scared that I will become a b***h and leave my fiancé when I'm skinny if he's still overweight... 5. I am scared that when I have babies I will gain all my weight back and I will be fat for the rest of my life. Sent from my iPhone using VST

1. I confess that I am 27 and I have not had sex with my fiancée in three months because I can't stand the way I feel and look. 2. I confess that I weigh myself every morning and I get on and off the scale sometimes 20+ times until I get the exact number 3-5 times in a row. 3. I confess that I tried to eat a taco (minus the shell) five days post op. I have eaten a taco (soft shell) within the past week when I should still be on puréed foods. 4. I confess that I subscribed to some blogs and Instagram people that post about anorexia and eating disorders because I feel that's what I have had all my life (binge/over eating) and now (anorexia in a way). 5. I confess that i thought that this surgery was the easy way out for years. I'm still mad at myself for not being strong enough to resist the temptations of food without a surgery. Sent from my iPhone using VST