My journey began in August when I got a referral to see my lap band doctor. I didn't have the courage to admit something was wrong with my eating and I was just too ashamed to take the "easy" way out. As I learned more about the procedure and spoke to the doctors, the more I realized nothing is easy when it comes to weight loss when you truly enjoy food and don't make changes based upon one's physical activity.
I waited until after the holidays and met with my doctor on Jan. 11th. I told no one of this decision not even my husband. I looked into all the appointments and got all the pre-tests that were needed. My immediate family supports me on this and understands the changes that must be made.
I just went to DisneyWorld with my family at the end of February prior to surgery and I can't even express how awful I felt about looking at the rides and wondering "will I fit?" I hate that feeling. But I knew that I was coming back to a surgery which will help me to fix that feeling for my next visit to DisneyWorld or any amusement park. I want to "fit" in no matter the size of the seat or the social environment.
So my journey started in January with admitting I had to take control. Yesterday I took control with this surgery and I am so looking forward to seeing the less of me as the weeks go by...