MsRhonda

Thank u guys ok my thing was i didnt have a blender a good one let me say so now i will practice what u all preached n thank u . Yes i get a little irritated so i use to eat it away n now i couldnt i should be fine now thank u again IM MY OWN MOTIVATION

Ok ok today i went shoping got nothing but the best i went n got me a weight watchers scale omg i was beating myself up because i didnt know how much i weighed. Wait hold on got me a ninja yeah i got me some new roasters yeah i got a new grill yeah and fruits veggies well food well let me update you guys sorry no paragraphs or periods because im excited. Please for give me ok Starting weight 278.9 before surgery Preopt i lost 15pds Day of surgery 12-10-12 258.5 12-26-12 heres my pic yay me ok my back is starting to hurt lol is that normal lmao [ATTACH]25525[/ATTACH] IM MY OWN MOTIVATION

I really need to see my dr asap im down and ready to snap one min im hungry the next im not. I need a healthier plan im sick of EXCUSE MY LANGUAGE ******* MASH POTATOES i want some food i want a satisfied feeling im tired of this crystal light im going at this all wrong i was doing fine until i had that freaking soft baked chicken now im getting upset now cause i dont want no Soup. Lord help me please !!!!! IM MY OWN MOTIVATION

Its the other way around no motrin or asprin IM MY OWN MOTIVATION

Merry christmas n thanks IM MY OWN MOTIVATION

This is wgat im crying to my husband about now i have no scale im a reck im following orders jus dag im hungry n its not head either its my tummy IM MY OWN MOTIVATION

I cant wait im hungry too much i need sum kind of restiction IM MY OWN MOTIVATION

Im glad i read this was my topic earlier IM MY OWN MOTIVATION

Thanks guys MERRY CHRISTMAS i meant to say sore but now i kno its something thats norm il throw it out the window n sit my tail down ttyl IM MY OWN MOTIVATION

Okay was banded dec 10 i notice this is the second time my port area seems really tender to touch i could feel the port a little pain minor very minor is this common out of no where no reasons for your port area to be irritated ? IM MY OWN MOTIVATION

Okay was banded dec 10 i notice this is the second time my port area seems really tender to touch i could feel the port a little pain minor very minor is this common out of no where no reasons for your port area to be irritated ? IM MY OWN MOTIVATION

Thank you i will IM MY OWN MOTIVATION

WILL DO IM MY OWN MOTIVATION

[ATTACH]25509[/ATTACH] [ATTACH]25510[/ATTACH] The first pic was last night the second was last year IM MY OWN MOTIVATION

I skipped Breakfast i had a superfood drink then at two pm my body was saying hey u hungry i started to feel ill nausated. So i ate im satisfied but am i chosing the wrong foods i mean am i not suppose to eat meat im being fretful right now. I have my orders but i dont want to over do it with the meat Protein part forget it monday im going bk on liquids. IM MY OWN MOTIVATION

Ok my surgery was on the 10th im suppose to be on puree foods but my dr says its okay to eat soft foods like fish n chicken n stop when satisfied actually monday is week three and thats n my book says soft foods IM MY OWN MOTIVATION

I was doing fine til she brought the chicken im like hey im able to eat without problems im a failure i want to cry its like i said goodbye to puree to fast wth IM MY OWN MOTIVATION

Ok friday i started soft foods omg my sis brought some baked/grilled chicken i been eating on i feel bad like am i suppose to be eating this im comfortable no pain nothing i feel so bad i remove skin eat the chicken one half pc as of monday im going bk on liquids for a week it seems like im a failure i seem like i can eat again i need a fill asap i dont want to be fat no more Soup it is IM MY OWN MOTIVATION

Out here will to become band buds IM MY OWN MOTIVATION

I have bcbsil but i had bmi of 40 with asthma and gerd i was approved in a week it wont hurt to try again IM MY OWN MOTIVATION

Question but if you constantly do that wont that cause slippage IM MY OWN MOTIVATION

Wow thats scary but amazing yo go hunn IM MY OWN MOTIVATION

Okay im so ready to get it started i did an at home 30min workoit but im so ready to run it out at my gym. Do i need to slow down n just heal. Yesterday i brokedown i was hungry every two hrs im scared to eat restlest etc. Today i had eggs n cheese n applesauce and im finally full lets see how long that last. Im so ready for a fill so i can get the ball rolling it feels like im at a standstill. 12 days post 30 down not seeing it hungry. Last night i pulled into a popeyes my husband went nuts on the phone i cryed out im so hungry n drove away. I became iritated fussy i had to take my ativan. I was highly pissed not eating then eating but hungry all over again. To boredom and wanting to go hard in the gym idk. Had to vent out guys IM MY OWN MOTIVATION