NikkiAlexander

I could seriously hurt someone... I've screamed at my son all afternoon. I have never been this irritable. I want food and I want it right freakin now. Doesn't have to be anything sugar laden or fattening; just something to feel my tummy. My head hurts, I'm on the verge of tears and could really lash out at everyone. Now I have to go to my son's school - and they're eating - food. And smiling... And will probably expect me to smile a well. And if I hear one more person tell me "it'll be worth it", I may stab them with a fork. I am miserable.

Sleeved yesterday! Minimal pain, some nausea but easily treated with the good stuff I will be going home tomorrow. It felt good to know I'd lost 30 lbs on my own and no telling what I'll be when I get home. It has been an awesome experience. Sitting in my hospital bed right now and counting down until discharge tomorrow! Woop Woop!

I have my unjury on it's way this week... went to the store and bought my sf Popsicles and jello.. i think i'm ready for my first month...............on thursday i'll be three weeks away... time to go to the store and get my slim fast.. i will be slim fasting it from there on out.. two times a day.. hope to lose some weight before surgery.. now if i could just get it out of my head on the weekends to stop having these .. one last time to eat this splurges.. ugg!!

Hi to my knowledge my surgery will be at the beginning of the month I'm so happy it been a long process the only thing i have to do is a 8 weeks of optifast prior to surgery but enways I'm so excited .....

My date is May 23rd!! Im extremely happy and nervous all in one! Thank you all for sharing this really helps me and lets me know its other people out here that can identify with my struggle!! Mauh love you all and good look

Great to hear everything went so well! Thanks for checking in with us!