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Wow So people really did research on it.. I heard my moms insurance covered it and thought to myself "Screw it, why not..cant be any worse than being fat!" I saw the comercials, and emailed her coworkers who had it done..thats it..Im kinda a jump into things head first person..especially if there is a chance it might make me skinny!!

I moved my goal weight down! YAY!! :whoo:Goodness I wonder how thin I could get..not that I want to be a toothpick, but can you imagine not having any fat rolls..probally not a good luck for me..my familys kinda bean-poleish..my rolls are the only thing giving me curves at the moment! I also decided that by V-day:rolleyes (ugh my least fav holiday EVER!) I am going to be a size 6...squeezed into my little sisters Lucky jeans a size 8, but I dunno how they run..prob big..and they still give me a muffin top..but at least its a smaller muffin!:heh:

someone once said something like that to me...I told them that my mother taught me that ladys cross thier legs..and hold a penny between thier knees..:heh:--wonder where that penny went anyways--but it shut them up..besides..you are allowed to be prissy..youre a girl!

its unpopped popcorn.. I went on a fairly effective diet once where I could eat as much air popped popcorn as I wanted as a snack..you can put everything on popcorn..ranch powder, chillipowder, carmel, butter, salt, my sister eats hers w Pace hot sauce..pretty good...anyways lost weight on that diet, popcorn takes time to eat.. As far as cancer...with the amount of chemicals in our ecosystem, Water and air, we might as well all light up a pack of Marlboros, eat Splenda and Sweet n Low by the pound and start dippin "chew..or do they call it spit"...If you are really worried about a food giving you cancer, I strongly urge you NOT to read the ingredients of any food, or eat anything that you dont grow..in composted soil...lol besides, we have all kinds of DNA repair systems to attempt to prevent cancer..sometimes they break down, but then so does your car..do you spend all day worrying that one day your car might start smoking..haha cancer car smoking..just made the connection! :heh: Back to the topic..an air popper is a must..theres nothing quite as romantic as cuddling up with your sweetie watching an old movie, the smell of that popped goodness filling the air with every audible pop..crap, nowI want popcorn!

Im the same way.. not really fat anymore, but still see myself as that..might have to have this discussion with my therapist! Even though I might refer to fat, like ugh my fat rolls suck (which I think everyone probally agrees theirs do) I never called myself that..even if I did in my head,..it was a whisper..if you can whisper in your head that is. My mother has a weight issue too and growing up, when my sisters and I grew into our teenager attitudes- we'd get in way more trouble for saying something like get your fata** up and get it yourself, then calling each other the B-word..this was to my older sister..NOT my mother..good lord I wouldn't be walking yet if I said THAT to my mother! :paranoid And I know its a good thing that we werent allowed to, but now I have this adversion to the word...its a bad word..like the N-word or something..odd I know

Ohhh I thought it might be an acronym..crap cant speel that! :biggrin1: Ok so I now know what to tell my sweetie to call me..a sl..crap cant speel it either!!! Spelling..not really my strong suit Here I thought being called decent looking was good, and now you've given my aspirations! lol

green you were called a what?

I choose the band because the by-pass was very intimidating for me. Its more invasive and premenant, plus if you mess up, your stomach stretchs, whereas with the band it can be tightened. Also the chance of malnutrition is less with the band. I also liked the fact that the weight loss is more gradual, and I can still eat! Even though I dont eat as much, I dont know if I couldve standed the amount of food by pass paitents eat! I think id get depressed! Love food too much Cost too was an issue

Thanks! Its taken alot of thinking and work, but I feel I am starting to have a healthier mind set as far as eating exercise and coping with life goes:cool:

Thanks, I like to think im responsible..infact to most people my age is misleading!..do I usually dont shout out that im so young!

I come from Houston--RAINY! and have had these realll cute black rudder mud boots with bright pink polka dots on them..love them. When I bought them, I cut slits at the top bc my calves were too big to fit in...put them on the other day and wore them half the day until I notice that my jeans were tucked inside of them..and my legs were moving around inside of them..they now come off without stripping back rubber!!! I was in a hurry the other day, and ran down the street to talk to someone,,ran without realizeing it..YES!!! I can hike my foot of the back of my tailgate and pull my butt into the truck..no longer is it the sit, roll up to knees and pull up routine for me!!

Im am now several pounds under my orginal total weight goal. Seriously I never thought Id be this thin. So I want to go further. Pushed the goal back Even though I havent beeen this thin since 6th grade, I still look in the mirror and think ugh..look how fat you are. Im not fat..I need to lose like 3 lbs before my BMI says Im healthy. but i see myself in the mirro ugh. I too worry if I will ever be able to love my body, or if all the years of self loathing has bcomes a habit. I look at myself in the mirror and tell myself, :egh, not bad for what you are working with!" Im a size 10... I worry I might need to go see a shrink for help with this..I dont want to obsess with being skinny either. I want to get down to a size I am comfortable with that is healthy and live my life, without being attached to a scale!..why does that seem too much to ask?!

Yum popcorn..just saying it makes me want some..at 6 00 am!! I love popcorn, and thou sometimes it makes me pb, I still eat it. My doc doesnt care for it, but Im pretty sure that my popcorn is sprinkled with crack, bc I can not seem to break my addiction to it. I try to keep it at a min tho...

22..thank god! I am so happy I had this done before my weight effectedmy health..wish I couldve done it at 14..but whatever

aries all the way, but Im in the early phase, so I think I have some Pesces qualities too..I will say this though I am an ox in chinese zodiac, and it mostly fits.. People born in the Year of the Ox are patient, speak little, and inspire confidence in others. They tend, however, to be eccentric, and bigoted, and they anger easily(not me). They have fierce tempers and although they speak little, when they do they are quite eloquent. Ox people are mentally and physically alert. Generally easy-going, they can be remarkably stubborn, and they hate to fail or be opposed. They are most compatible with Snake, Rooster, and Rat people.

I have a little brother..well hes actually my cousin. We adopted him away from my aunt when we found out that she was taking him to crackhouses with her and leaving him unattended while she went off with john. She feed him nyquil to be quiet. He was a couple months shy of being 3 when we got him..all his teeth rotted out because she let him drink juice at night, never tried solid food, just juice and cow milk, never even attempted to be house broken ( i refer to it as that bc its easy to get them to go pee on a tree) never circumsized and had a very very very limited vocab. Hes 11 now. Happy, normal, believes hes gonna grow up and be a skateboarder...thats gonna be his major at some unknown university...now if we were unable to get him from her, and for awhile she didnt want us to, I would rather that he never was born than have her stay with that woman. I love him to death, I raised him once we adopted him, I couldnt love anything more...but even if social services came and got him, he has a strong resemblance to his father, a Mexican, which have very low adoption rates, and at that age and with those problems, do you really think someone wouldve adopted him? As far as child support, if I ever (deep breath) get pregnant when I am not married, I do not believe in abortion for myself, because I am responsible and could raise a great kid. However, I am pretty sure I would have daddy sign away rights, child support is hard hard to collect and most of the time it never is. Plus unless you really need it, its almost like getting paid, because you got laid..I know thats horrible that it ryhmes, but true..now if you dont have a job and daddy does then cash up, but many people arent like that and get the support for extras..I do believe in child support after divorce w kids..paying somenoe off because they married you

I prefer a short Hey you look great..then next topic.. I know its meant well, but Ive been the fat girl in the courner to feel comfortable about being congratulated for more than a min. I hate being called skinny.. Im not skinny, skinnier, not skinny. A pole is skinny, a supermodel is skinny..o wait already said that..:rolleyes:I have curves..they may not be in the right location but they exist, so I am not skinny..I prefer good..just good..Im a simple kinda girl what can I say

I am a firm believer in spanking.. what people dont get is that its not nessarily the pain that works, its the acknowledgement that O crap I crossed the line! and the fear of the hand/paddle/belt. Spanking is an effective tool if used with the proper respect. I had enough respect for my parents that when I crossed the line and got one, I knew I deserved it Plus, parents who do spank too much are just going to find other ways to disipline...my dads favorite..we had a fireplace with a brick seat, we would hang our heels over the edge while holding a penny against the mantel with our nose..OUCH!! Tell you what I never called my sister a Doo-doo head infront of my parents again!! Are they stipulating no hand spanking or object spanking or what.. I used to get those stupid paddles with the ball attached to a string which broke after five minutes of frusterated swinging..then my mom had a new paddle to keep in the car.. But I was spanked, and Im fine. I dont abuse animals, children or old people. I dont have an outrageous temper and dont resort to physical violence. I was spanked/not abused..how can some politican tell the difference?

I celebrate at 5 lb intervals...that way Im not stressing water weight or hormones! I try to reward myself with things, but Im so used to doing it with food. So since I graduating in like 17 days or something, and Ive lost over 90 lbs in less than a year, I am going to celebrate by putting all my money into a body bugg, as a gift and motivation, cause Ill be a monkeys uncle if I spend that much money on something and then not use it..Nope Im way too cheap for that:ranger:

So do you refer to yourself with the F- word? --side note--that reminded me of Seasme Street, I can picture Elmo, Today kids the letter is Ff. As in fat. Flubber, freaking large, flab..haha-- Just curious? I mean everyone pretty much does on here, which is ok because if we werent all fat at one point then itd be a lil silly to be on here... I mean like when talking to "normal" sized people, or anyone.. For ex: "I couldn't get my fat a** outta bed this morning" I never did that..still cant..I might make references to being bigger, like I cant sit on your lap the chair would break..but never fat..just wondering and Im advoiding studing for two VERY important tests tomorrow

hmm I would lovea personal bra shopper...maybe they could find one that holds them where I want them... now pygmy goats or reg goats...this is very important now..pygmy goats have the habit of jumping on counters, but once when my pet goat got inside he slept on the couch..might need a goat hair remover! :biggrin1:

I am an unplugged eater..I get stressed, lonely, sad, bored, whatever, I distance myself from that emotion and unplug. Usually with a book orI turn the TV on without watching it..then I just eat..I could go through sun flower seeds till my tongue bled...I distinctly remember once lying on the couch, with a bag of chips, cheese dip and a 2 l of Dr. pepper next to me while I read a book..all day..it was a big book but geez! Even today I still do that, only now, Ill being eating with out knowing it them WHAM! I have to run to the trashcan...

the way I see getting better boobs would be a gift to the world..ie charity..have boobs will travel..plus all though beaches topless...I mean seriously boobs..good for the soul, good for the world, good for all...bc I know ifI spent money on mine..well lets just say theyd get plenty of fresh air!!!!!!:whoo:

The newest piece Ive been getting you can bounce a quater off it...heck yeah I love it...though youd probally lose that quater in mine hehe

I just want to give props to you..It takes courage when you are the bigger one in the relationship to climb inbetween the sheets for the first time, and honestly, no one stood by the bed and forced him to have sex, so you must've been good enough for that!! I have only very very recently allowed myslef to have a sex life again..mostly because of these assholes...I dont have the temper in me to deal with them..if my irish comes up..I make sure his doesnt for a long time..he'll be holding an ice pack to himself when Im done kickin..and hell hath no fury like a pi**ed off woman in bed... Heres what I wonder, if he usually only dates 2-3s why date you? That probally shows just how pretty you are, bc even if you are just an experiemnt as someone put it, you must be a damn good one to catch his eye in the first place!!!