mrsbaxter05

<p><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 153); font-family: georgia, serif; font-size: 18px; ">I have alway been over weight....even as a kid. But as an adult, I am tired of feeling ashamed of how big I really am. I want to feel good about myself....I want my body to match who I am on the inside. If that makes any sense at all. I hold back allot bc I am ashamed of how I will look to others if Im acting the way my mind and heart want to act. But I am afraid of what other's might have to &nbsp;say or think about me. In my mind, I am that fun and playful, goofy girl that enjoys being around my friends and family. I am a mom who wants to take her little girl to an amusement park and not worry if I will &ldquo;fit&rdquo; on a ride. I am a wife that wants to go on adventures with my husband and not be exhausted b4 we get to our destination. I want to be able to feel freedom, and just enjoy my life and family. So this is my journey...a new step...and a new chapter. No more ignoring that person in the mirror...it's time for me to show her she is important too!</span></p>