When I was in my 20s and 30s I was in good shape. I had alot of hope for the future. I thought my life was right where I wanted it to be. I was in a loving marriage, my daughter was almost 16, we had just built a new home and I had a great job making good money. Everything changed when I turned 39, all of a sudden the great mariage ad was crumbling, my daughter was pregnant, the house was all of sudden a wasr zone and my job became a chore. My weight followed a downward spiral.
Jump to 2004, I am 40, my daughter decides being a parent is inturupting her party life, my husband who was now living with a coworker/lover, I am struggling to pay a $1,200 house payment pay daycare and all the bills.
Jum to 2010, I have now not only my 8 year old granddaughter but now my daughter has had a boy. She is still not mature enough to take care of her kids. I love my grandchildren and they are better off with me. In the interum I had went from 150 pounds to 258. Little to say I am a stress eater. I had come to terms with my divorce and had even downsized in a smaller more affordable house, I am doing a great job with my grandkids. But I cannot get my weight under control. I tried everything. I finally decided to reach out for help and that brought me to lap band.
October 27, 2011- 8:00 am.......I ready to do something for me, I am ready to get my life back. I am ready to love myself again, and forgive myself for everything that brought me here............Goodbye Fat, Goodbye Self-Lothing, Hello Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!My new life starts now......