Hi guys! Guess it's time I got back in the game. I went AWOL for a while. So many things have happened over the last summer that I can't wrap my brain around it. First and foremost, my ex-husband died. His wife/widow has been a total jerk to my daughter and won't let her come back over to the house to get her things from the bedroom there. Guess she thinks we are going to take something.

Three weeks later, my partners mother passed away. She was 94 (almost 95) but it still hurt. She was doing really well until she got a virus. The virus got passed on to all my family members and landed my girls in the ER and then me at the doctors office for a total unfill. I was down to 194 at that point. With the unfill and all the stress of planning a memorial service (her mom died by herself as we were all throwing up at home) and the sadness, I gained weight and went back up to 199.8.

During this whole summer, I have had to take my mom back and forth to the ER for illnesses and issues. Things with her have gotten worse and it has been an incredible strain on the family (financially, physically and emotionally).

I've finally started getting some of my fill back and I'm up to 3 cc's. I had 5.5 cc's before the unfill. I was so sick and had thrown up (sorry to be graphic) so hard, that I burst blood vessels in my face.

Anyway, this has been a hell of a summer and I don't see it letting up any time soon. My mom is still sick and we are having a really hard time getting her to stay on any treatment. We've started thinking that she has dementia. It's just crazy. I am going to try to get back on the horse and start losing again. I've just lost so much confidence in myself and my ability to lose weight right now. :thumbup: Not smart on my part, I know.

Thanks for listening...hope to get back in touch with you guys soon...KMCD

OK I'm going to stop complaining about my issues they are nothing to what you've gone through. Glad you getting back on the program.

Glad you're back!!! Hang in there and I hope your Fall is better; what a difficult Summer you had. Keep coming here for support...we're all in this together! -BG