and I'm nervous as hell. I was totally fine...until today. Sheesh. I'm sure it's normal... but I feel like i have goose bumps all over. I'm not even sure if I'm afraid and of what really...that they will turn me down? well I figure if they do, it's for a good reason...that they wont and thus starts the real journey? I don't know. Heck I'm not even sure if I'm putting this thread in the right place. lol

Sorry... It just hit me and I needed to talk because I feel like crying.

Tomorrow's testing:

pre-admin test (?)

anesthesia consult

barium swallow (?)

echocardiogram

EKG

Nutrition consult

Exercise consult (is that about what I do now or what i should do after wards?)

then the end of the day testing (?)

thanks for letting me get my nerves out here and listening.

Tomorrow evening all of it will be one less thing you have to worry about. You will be fine!!! Keep your eye on the goal. If this doesn't work out, you are right, it happened for a reason.

Thank you- those are great words.

I cant believe I was worried...it was so easy and the staff was great. Now I'm just waiting for the doctor to get back with me to see if everything was good to schedule up the procedure or if it wasn't and why.