I've stayed away because my weight doesn't move, and hasn't. I'm depressed, but I finally called my Doctor for a fill. My last one was the first of October. I've been putting it off because I really hadn't lost any weight since my last fill and I don't want to deal with that.

I feel like a failure. I have a hard time not drinking when I'm eating and eating the right things, and I have never had proper restriction anyway so I am sorry that I haven't been around dear hearts, but I couldn't be happy for anyone or encouraging, I was too depressed about my own situation.

I have been excercising. I've been trying to make better decisions but it doesn't move the scale and hasn't in months. I started off at 330 lbs and was hoping to be 100 lbs down by now. I feel so sorry for myself.

Anway. That is why I haven't been around, I just haven't wanted to deal with it.

I'm sorry you guys.

Tara, you do whatever you have to do to be successful in this journey. If the structure of WW and weekly meetings etc is beneficial to you, then do it, and do it with all your energy.

I hope you are doing your WI fit as well. Throw in a few dog walks, and some other things like gardening. Every little bit helps, so do what you can when you can.

Ust your network of friends here - we're always around to listen, commiserate or even give you a gentle push. keep posting, don't drink while eating, get some exercise, and do NOT give up.

Take care my friend.