for the second time...bad this time. It initially slipped a couple of years ago when I had a bad slip due to working at a hospital and catching Norwalk virus (violent vomiting). They defilled me and waited 3 months at that time and it slipped back into place and I've been doing for fills and defills ever since. Never finding that sweet spot and plateauing at 180lbs no matter what I did. Now I'm up to 200lbs and feeling like a complete failure. I wish I was normal. I wish something went smoothly in my life.

yup! I'm planning on joining the gym in January to give myself that extra kick in the butt to get those extra pounds off. That...and being on liquids all through Christmas should help!!

Thanks Jack and Everyone for their very kind, inspiring words of support!