After your surgery, check in here and let everybody know how things went.

well, it finally happen

I was hoping he was gone for good or at least for a couple months, but he found me. I tried to hide, but had no luck. his back with a vengeance, my little friend HUNGER. he had me fooled for awhile but has been visiting me in the evening. I still am eating 1/4 of what I would normally eat.

example:1 boil egg (breakfast)

1/4 cup cottage cheese (mid-morning snack)

2 mixed seafood tostadas (lunch)

1 1/2 cups bean Soup (dinner) with 2 slices French bread

I cant believe I ate 2 slices of French bread. carbs and night hunger has always been my downfall. I have not weighed in since 1/30 so I hope I have not gained any weight. I have not had a fill and what to enjoy eating with no sliming/pbing or whatever else fills can cause, but I will now consider a small fill.

I don't ever what to return to my former life of binge eating that cause me to gain weight.

Am I fooling myself?

You are still improving on what you would have had before the band. You are not fooling yourself. It will work! Just think of the calorie difference in what you eat now vs. what you ate before! The weight didn't go on overnight, it won't go away overnight, but we're on the right track!

well i had my second fill on this past monday and im down 6 more pounds wooohooo im so happy hope things are well with all