No Go but still not giving up hope

Well I still have not had surgery due to insurance issues but now I have a new job and just started a new insurance I'm hoping to get the journey started again. I know I will have to go through everything all over again but to me it's worth it. I know I can do this I just need that tool that is going to help me stay on track. So many times before I would be doing good and something would happen and I would fall off the tracks and boom I've gained it all back and they brought friends! I hope everyone is doing well and if this forum has only helped one person I am grateful! Just know no one is in this alone!!!