singing the second fill blues
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i got my second fill yesterday. i told my doc that after my first fill, i could eat absolutely anything. he was suprised by that - he said he gave me almost an aggressive first fill (2.2ccs in my 4cc band). for my second fill, he gave me 3ccs. he had me wait around for about an hour, then eat a piece of toast to see how it would go. well, eating dry toast is kinda gross and it doesn't sail right down. so i thought "yippee! this fill is the one!" :paranoid
but... last night for dinner i had 2 pieces of cheese pizza. YES, i know that was naughty bad of me. i have pizza about 4x a year. my hubby really wanted pizza after our 5.5 hour drive home, so i said fine. i cut it up into teeny bites, chewed-chewed-chewed and it went down fine. so then i started taking bigger bites to test how things are going, and everything slid right down. i probably didn't (okay, i didn't) need that second piece, but i was eating out of anger. *sighs* (and don't worry - i will not be having pizza again. like i said above, we almost never have it... and if i do, it's typically the brickoven lean cuisine ones!) :bandit
i'm scared to tell my hubby. :cry he is very sick of the 5.5 hour drives each way, the insane gas prices and the wasting of our weekend. plus he's not fond of the horrid pain-in-the-assness of leaving mexico. he wants me to be happy and to succeed in my weight-loss so i know he will drive me back down again.
after reading here for about an hour, i decided to wait a month or so before getting fill #3. i am going to eat slowly and very carefully and see if maybe my portions shrink. maybe the amount i can eat will be lessened? i'm going to re-join weight watchers and i signed up for deep water aerobics at the local community center. i'm hoping that i am just one of those people that can eat anything, but much less of it. :straight
well, that's all. i probably should have just put this in my journal, but i'm not going to copy and paste now. LOL. :phanvan