The countdown is on, it is now 5 days till I will be married. WOW, 17 months I have been organising and planning and the day is almost here.

I have been having nightmares for the last 2 weeks of things that can go wrong, people leaving, things forgotton and make up artist - photographer etc not turning up. I am sure they are all sick of me ringing confirming daily that they will still be there haha.

My partner planned our honeymoon and hasnt told a soul about it, including me. All I know is I have to pack for summer and winter lol.

My partner Paul asked me to marry him 7 yrs ago and I accepted. Anytime he talked about setting a date I would put him off with things like "Wait till I lose weight". The day after I got my lap band we set the date. Now 17 mths later, I am not at goal but I am comfortable and not ashamed to walk down the isle. I was worried about so many things like finding a dress that fit or would look good. I had no problems finding a dress and I kinda feel half normal now at this weight. The band was the best thing I ever done for myself.

Its Wednesday morning here and I have an appointment to get my nails and a pedicure done along with my legs waxed ewww. The rehearsal is tommorow and Friday I am staying at the venue where we are getting married with the bridesmaids. My family are starting to arrive today from all over the place so this may be the last tine I get on before I am married. Thanks for all the well wishes, ideas suggestions and support. I will be back after my honeymoon with lot of pics.

Thanks again and hugs

Pics of the wedding Kel, not the honeymoon. I know you are a total hottie now but somethings can be kept private....:eek: ~Mandy

Hahaha Mandy, I get ya :eek: