counting down the days

Well i only have 12 more days until i am part of the group...I am still very scared of flying since i am having my surgery in mexico and i live in washington. But i am starting to have the fear of the surgery as well. I know i will be fine that i will return home to my husband and kids with little to no complications. But no matter how much i tell my self that i still just wonder. But at 34 i am so ready for this. I have been over weight since i was 10 y/o and so many yo-yo diets. I just want to be here for my kids for a very long time and just want my man to be able to hold me tight with out things getting in the way. Well see you all on the other side.