Frustration and annoyed

Any tips for me when you had to do the supervised diet? I only have to do 3 months and struggling already.

Surgeon wants me to lose 30 lbs and well of course it's not easy. I wouldn't be here if it was.

He wants me to write everything down (started today) a week late. He wants me on a 1400

calorie diet and I constantly feel hungry. I don't know if it's just today because I am home alone

and off from work or what.

I'm trying to do a low carb diet with smaller portions.

I have been drinking Water like crazy we have a great Alhambra water filter in the house with

water delivered so its always nice and cold. I try to eat slower and take smaller bites.

I hope I don't feel like this after the surgery cause I would be in big trouble.

I feel like Im failing already and I've barely even started.

I know I need to get this done, scared he wont do surgery if I can't lose the weight and I want to

prove to myself I can. It took me like 4 months to lose 17 lbs with Jenny Craig.

ugh...