I have had two weeks of a real emotional rollercoaster... Possile cancer diagnosis being the worst of the information that was given to me in this time period. About a week after I got that news, I realized that the stress from it was bringing up all the old feelings, emotions, thoughts and behaviors of my compulsive eating disorder. A year and a half after surgery, and I had mostly gotten control of them. I have been without a fill since April, so basically unrestricted since at least October of last year. I called for an appointment for a fill, and the first available was two and a half weeks away. I was afraid of two weeks of this emotional junk without restriction. I just got a call from the doctor's office and it seems that they had a cancellation Monday, this coming Monday!!!

Now my mind can get away from the hunger pangs, and be allowed to focus on keeping myself healthy while I wait the weeks and weeks before I find out about the cancer issue.

I must say, contributing to the posts and questions here has been very theraputic.

Congrats on getting a fill and good luck with the cancer issue. Above all, take care of yourself and focus on being your healthiest self!

Hope all goes well for you! I know these posts and threads have soooooooo helped me during this time period of no restriction for me. I don't know what I would have done without you guys. I will say a special little prayer for you about the cancer thing. Take care!!!

ps. I get my second fill Monday. Will be thinking of you!!!