Okay, not really. They just put my pic in Utah Health magazine. Here it is!

puddin the summed it up ur HOT omg i have so many questions i am where you were , I m soo scarred that i will fail my surgery is set for thursday the 7th. and soooo very nervous and scared...... i feel like i have soo many questions what did youeat ? do you have loose skin? how much and how often did you excersise? i would love to know it all!!!!if i could lol well congrats on bein a star and on ur weight loss u look fab.... keep up the good work and wish me luck on thursday.... oh im sorry and happy new year!!!

I hear you.. I am scared of surgery too.. not the surgery itself but that I won't succeed...

I think a LOT of us feel or felt this way.. that is why no other diets worked.... I am choosing to believe and have hope that this works....

Instead of giving into the fear.. I think about 2 months from now.. where will we be? Hang in there....keep coming to the site for inspiration... I come here nearly every day now... just because I want to be a success story too...

Here... everyone understands what you are going through.... no judgement.. no pity looks.... no cringing when you eat anything, even if it is an apple.....

We have to stick together....

Good luck.....

Jennifer