thena

thank you all...

Thank you. Everyone always so happy about it. I guess that is what they are happy. I am just at the point of trying to make sure this is something I wont to do. I do not wont to look back and say why did I do this. And I do not wont to look back and say why did I wait so long to do this. Being 5'1 and 224LB I am so ready to live.

A very big part of me would love to get the lap band. By no means do I think it would be an easy road or a quick fix to my fat. But then I feel like I am give up on my self if I do get the lap band. Why can't I just lose the dam weight? What is wrong with me? But I really, really, really no that it would help me get to my goal give me back my life.. Ohhh man what to do.. I will go to a lap band seminar next wed. To get more info.. Did any one feel like they where giving up???

love it so funny....

good luck.. May God keep you. I am just looking into the lap band to see if it is for me.. can not wait to read more about your journey....