dopeypeanut

Thanks for the kind words.
I managed to not gain any weight during the pregnancy and after I lost my son I still have not gained any.
My total weight loss is 80lbs and Im so happy about that. My goal is another 40-50lbs.
I have talked to some very close friends and my husband has been a trooper. A loss like this is so unimaginable that it is hard to explain. i just feel like I need to pull myself together a little. Like my son would not want me to be unhappy and he would not want me to not live my life.
I am going to do this as much for me as for him in a way. I want him to look down and be proud of a mother who was able to survive and thrive through the worst.
I am going to reach my goals and show my son and my older daughter that just because things get hard, giving up completely isnt the best option.
I am so glad to have a place to go where the struggles of weight loss with emotional pitfalls makes sense and doesnt have to be explained.
Thanks again,
Renee