Evanescent_Soul

Erin18- Hey its good to hear from you. =.] Im glad to hear your doing better, and I hope that when/if you get your fill you do well. Ehh, im still trying to get insurance, but my process in getting banded is slowing comeing to an not happening =./ They have to cover for your removel because of sever complications which is mandatory, but im not sure about fills, execpt of the possibility of wasted money because of failure. Thats sucks about the orange juice. My school had about 5-7 people in eachclass out of 25, so my school was stupid and didn't close because of school aid, but anyway they will get less because their health, grade rank, and good attendence has declined alot so they kinda messed them selves up by not closeing.

RyanX39- Thank you for your reply. Thats awesome, I hope I do as well as you. I heard the gas pains were intence. Awesome, I can't wait until I get that experience. Erin18- Its nice to hear from you again lol. How are you doing? You had the flu I read, I have the flu too, but they think its H1N1, my school had a huge break out, over 600 students.

Awe, I bet. =.] Im so happy for you. I think im going to be so stund when I relize how much I eat, and how much everyone else around me does, and stuff. Thats awesome, its got to feel so great when you get compliments from your friends, and even people you were never to close to, but notice. It must feel like you've accomplised part of your journey. Thats awesome. =.] Well, I have to send in the first payment, and then im pretty sure im approved for the insurance. Then I have to talk to my doctor about it, and see what, and who he recamends for me, then my doctor and I have to send in approval to the insurance company, and then wait for that, then if I get approved I have to go through all of the pre-op stuff. So its going to be a while, but im hopeing that by december it could happen for me. =.]

-Sorry I haven't posted in a while, its hard to find time these days, with school, and haveing to fight for the comp from my sister. Yeah, ehh.. im excited to even start getting my journey going. I have to wait until I get approved by an insurance company first, then get approved by them, I hope I do, but my dad said if I don't get approved by a company for it he will pay out of pocket cause hes very supportive, and hes afraid if I don't do something, and soon, hes going to lose me, and he couldn't handle it. =./ The thing is I rather him not, but what happens happens I guess. Thats good, you must feel so good when you see how much other people eat, and how much you can eat so little, and feel so satisfiyed. I read on a post that someone said that they went out to eat with their family, and couldn't believe how much people actualy eat lol. I seems nice. =.]

Nikkielynn- I think everybody worries about it durring the journey. But we can't let it keep us back. So lets try and keep positive, and strive ourselfs to work hard and get where we want to be in life.. thin and healthy. =.]

Im waiting as well but, the friends I told, were either scared but happy for me. And then the other 2, didn't even care, they were like cool, and started talking about other things, soo.. Your one friend thats concerned, could just not want to lose you, or have heard something bad about it, and don't know if its right for you. Or you could be right, but maybe once she see's its going to be not much different, and maybe she could earn something out of it too, like a friend to share cloths with, she will come around. Your other friend may feel kinda like my cousin who told me, there are better ways. But shes big too, but shes never had problem loseing weight besides not careing to. Try and give some reasureing info, like its safer then other things, and thats going to help you when your older and stuff. I hope I helped a little, or at least bumped up your post. Good luck with your journey.

IHaveh0pe3- Im sorry, I do not know about the pain, im not yet banded. But I hope you do well. Good luck on your journey, and I hope you feel better soon, and school goes very well for you.

Nikqua_16- Thanks for your resoponce. Wow, 7 day? hmm, im hopeing I can get it on x-mas break cause it like.. 2 weeks off, I think. =.] Yeah, Ive been told. lol Wow, ehh, I hope I can do it. =.] Wow 30 lbs, thats great, I hope you do wonderful on your jouney. =.] Lol, I can't wait until I can say I get my first fill on ____ lol. =.] Well good luck =.] Thanks. =.]

Oh I see, thats good I hope you do great, and feel good. =.] Oh, hmm, im going to make sure to look out for them things. Yeah the mind over stomach hunger sounds pretty hard, but you can do it. It takes alot of will power. Ive read about banster hell, and im a litter nervous, im hopeing im not the 5% that are failures. =./

Oh okay. Im just wondering, I think I was told no Advil, and that sucks cause I like advil. I take some pills for my back, I had an accident so.. Hmm but im deffenetly going to have to ask my doctor. So how are you doing so far with the band? And sickness, or anything?

Yeah, thats what ive been told. Im hopeing to get it all through with soon. Hey do you know about pill with the band, like what you can and cannot take?

Yeah, ive read about that, im hopeing I have enough to push myself through it. Yeah, I think im going to need the extra time.=.] Thanks, I will make sure to remeber to walk. =.] Lol, thanks, im very excited for me too. Eh, december can not come fast enough lol.

Yeah, I think thats what im going to keep telling my self, and hope I have the will power lol. Nope, but I should be getting it soon, im thinking between late october to late november, to hopefully get on the way and hopefully get it by christmas break.

Yeah my school is so small, and so boreing, that anything happens at all, and its all over the school in a matter of hours. Lol, my school don't have football, and I don't go to any of the games, but we have pretzels at lunch and nochos and all that stuff so im probably gonna have a craveing, but ima fight my way lol. Congrats on moveing up. Thanks, I hope so too, I can't wait until I can even wake up and think to myself, im a day closer to being healthier.

Thanks. Wow, I bet. Yeah I can see how that can be a pain in the butt lol. Ive only told a selected few, and I hope the keep it as a secret thing. But I rather people know I got the band and im not on drugs. My cousin got the band and she lost so much weight she had cops banging on her door, because of reports of her on drugs and selling them so yeah. =./ But I think its gonna be fine. All I know is that im extremely excited, and im ready to start being healthy, and feeling better about myself.

Nikkielynn- Thank you. =.] Ive been working on getting the band for about 3 maybe 4 months now. And It kinda seems like im not getting very far. =./ Lol. But I hope I get in the process soon. Im very excited. =.] I was thinking about that, but I didn't want something so drastic lol. Yeah that is another very good point. Ive read alot of people feel very tight in the morning. But I think ima be able to live with it... hopefully. =.]

Erin18- Yeah it does, I had to fight to do my homework the other day. =./ My parents got really angery with my sister. And of couse she blames everything on me, even though it was her fault because my mom asked her and she didn't listen. She don't listen to anyone about anything unless its what she wants. =./ Its not as much a deep breaths as, how long you can hold your breath. The straw think kinda sucks for me, I hate drinking out of a can lol. I read you can't chew gum either? Yeah I think that could be a reason why nothing taste the same. Oh wow that kinda stinks, it seems you get sick of the only foods you can really eat pretty fast. Yeah I thought tuna would. lol. =.] Wowness, at least you had a half day to test out. Oh that stinks that you forgot. At least you can as in 3 weeks, hopefully you do better until then. That was kinda nice of him, but it sounds like you didnt have a real chance to ask. Yeah our bodys work weird to somethings.

Nikkielynn- =.] Im hopeing on christmas break.

Erin- Ehh its okay. Ive been a little distrought lately anyway, and had to fight for the comp lately. =./ Idk, I think it has something to do with the air intake. Yeah I don't either, but shes my sister ya know? .. ehh.. Yeah that is weird, why bread sticks, and no pizza? lol Thats weird. Too sweet? =.[ oh no.. xD That really does suck lol. Yeah, how can you enjoy it if you don't like the taste, thats kinda ridiculous lol. I think you should ask. Oh lol, I like them, im not big on chocolate though. Lol yeah. Oh well I like crackers lol, and that sounds fine, and I don't put much in it, and its okay, I can't spell mayo either lol. Yeah I understand, and you should graduate with your class. Yeah I know, too many options, and yeah I know lol. =.] Lol, I don't think you've been cursed, your body just don't want to accept the foregin object in your body, thats my guess anyway.

Nikkielynn- Thats good, I hope you do very well on your journey. Yeah I think it will probably end up being 6 weeks. Oh that sounds doable, the pain I mean. Thank you for your reply. =.]

Yeah, I know I deffently want to look more into it. Cause the day I can't sing is the day im gonna end up going crazy lol. Its pretty much my excape from the world. (That probably sounds weird but yeah...) Yeah shes the type of person who sits and yells, crys, and wines until she gets whatever she wants. =./ Shes the reason people say why im kinda mature for my age. Id rather eat the out side of a bagle then toast to tell you the truth lol. =.] I want brisk rasberry ice tea too, but ive been wanting it since thursday lol. Hmm, im not big on Peanut Butter so I don't have much to worry about, but in school I always make a tuna sanwich, and with the no bread deal, idk how its going to work out. =./ But I was told that tuna was really healthy.. ? Eh, ive been trying to do that since I was 12. =./ Well that sucks. At least your not behind, that would of really sucked. Oh I know of 1 teacher who got it done, and they love it. She was back in a week feeling great. But I know of like 3 other teachers who ive been told got something done, but Idk what they got done. =./ I wish I did though, it could be helpful to me lol. Yeah that is really sucky. =./

lol Its was on here, im not sure on which board, but it was like, "for the ones who love to sing?" and I looked at it and I was like, o_O =.( so im kinda sceatchy about it now. I know I want something done though. Yeah im trying to write down pros and cons, but with my sister back in the house its hard to do research. Shes mad nosey, everytime I get off the comp I have to erase my tracks cause she always tries to figure out what im doing. Its only cause she loves to try and make everything I do look wrong and get me in trouble. She loves to see me get yelled at. The whole time she sits there smiles, and smerks. Yeah I will try best buy and walmart. I can't shop at Sam's Club cause im not a member. =./ Lol I love bagles, and iono about drey toat, idk if I can handle that. I like brisk ice tea. I don't do hot tea, only Iced tea. Hmm, I read somewhere that tuna is fine, but Peanut Butter is a little rough or something? I think jam would probably be okay. The last time her and I tryed to walk together we ended up in a WWE match, trying to kill eachother. =./ I sware she just hates my existance =./ =.] Thats good. =.] I really hope it don't.

Maybe. =.] lol. Yeah I read about insicions, but I was also reading about how some people couldnt sing after getting banded, even 8-12 months in. & I love to sing, and I want to try to do something with muic, and reading that got me worried, and then I was like, for people who know they will miss thier singing might want to try the sleeve. So I researched it some, I still need to do more but I just don't know yet. Thanks I feel better knowing I have support. =.] Hmm, Ima go and look at best buy and barns and noble and see if I can find anything that I like. & im going to start with my cals and stuff. Lately ive been trying to down off of soda in my diet. Im going to try to stat by drink more tea, ( I love rasberry, and unsweetend black iced tea.) And then go to flavored Water, then to try to stay between water, and iced tea. =.] I don't really eat much I know im not suposed to have bread, so its gonna be hard cause I love bagles, but I eas a small bowl of ceral for Breakfast with a glass of tea. Then for lunch a tuna sandwitch with a bottle of water. & then w/e for dinner with tea. I dont have a clue about cals as you can see lol. I hope she changes her ways. I wish she would make some smarter choiced too lol. Thanks I look forward to your replies too. =.] Especially because you've been so very helpful to me, thank you I really appriciate it. =.] Still feeling a little better, to hold out until your doctor date?

Well that good you feel better a little, that means you can get through until you get it out. Everyone tells me shes "Jelous" of me but I don't understand how, or why she would be. She knows ive always been envious of her. =./ Lol, Im sure it wouldn't if the guy was cute lol. Yeah same here. Thanks im trying. Its okay that its gonna take a while because I was told about the sleeve, and I want to more research on both of them, and it gives me time to come up with questions so I can make the right decision for myself. & Im thinking about getting it on Christmas break so, if I set it for then, I will make it positive. Yeah Im going to start on that. Lol I don't even know where to get the dvds and stuff lol. But I hope you do very well on the diet and stuff, lose the weight you want and keep it off forever. =.] Yeah im going to try to hide it. She lost a ton of weight by starveing and abuseing her body, and I know this sound mean, and selfish, but I want her to see me lose weight healthy. I know she will be mad, but she won't be able to say anything to keep me down anymore. & Im going to try to tell her that, but idk. =./ Thanks you help alot, I really enjoy talking with you. =.] Yup. =.]