AudsMom

ok so I took a tylenol pm so i might not make since here.. but lets see how i do:) Candra girl i love ya, i am so happy for you you have no idea! take it easy and NO BAKING. Be careful with that Water also, they want us to do it slowly in the begining because it protects those stitches that went into our tummy. Just like how i learned Pasta goes down simply... ok what else, oh girl 12 your gonna be there FAST! Oh and i got the courage to wear my skinny jeans out:D Incredible johsn the girls were lookin at me like i was psycho lol.. and then walmart a 50 yr old asked me where i got em lol. I hope you are feeling better and better every day, tomorrow you might be a tad bit more sore then today, just remember the breathing thingy:) Its nice, and gasx.:sad: YOU GO GIRL! JESSSSSS! tomorrow tomorrow your surgerys tomorrow, its only 8 hours away!!!! YAY so excited. Wow did i just make a song lol:) But seriously girl your in my prayers, and i will see ya on the other side!!! Enjoy:) Donna: i am excited to do the 5k with you. Riley: ok, i REALLY need your energy. Like seriously. I can walkto the mall easy as pie and i enjoy it but thats only 4 miles tops by the time im done.. i can run on the treadmill, but after 30 min im BORED. I dont know how you have the time to walk so much i think me and auds would argue over it:) ALSO dang! 12 min mile.. ok i was running at 5.8 and it said THAT was a 12 min mile.. somehow i pulled off a 14 min mile but no 12.. no way! you are like legs on a motor.. if that makes since. I need your energy.. it would be a blessing.. but at the same, i just dont like exercise.. lol it really is a chore.. and kiss the hottie for me:) Tell him say hey, my friend nicole wanted me to give you a kiss.. say something like its an ongoing joke... lol ok i could go on and on, but yeah You be my energizer bunny and ill be your romance matchmaker (hmm i need that) lol ok im done:D Tina: hey! I miss you girl, you soo got me worried and excited about you, i hope it all goes good with the moneeeey! Hmm i had something else i was gonna say... get on yim:) Oh well i cant remember, i will talk to you soon im sure:D HUgs, and hopeyou get to keep your position! Pam: so glad you got that unfil.. i think im done with fills, im no longer pbing, but i did also loose 5lbs.. now if i could just do it again:) lol You will feel much better now, and boy i hope we can all go for fills in vacaville. John? i think thats your name please excuse my memory, not the best thing to judge thismoment:) Welcome to the group, im excited to hear about the sleeve.. and see ya at the meetin! Maria: you will be there again water and Protein thats it for 3 days you will see the number ya want:) April: i am SOOO glad to see you around!!! Even though we didnt move in over there we can STILL get together to work out:D Ok i am soo sure i missed someone cause we have so many beautiful ladies.. but sorry:) Hmm abou tme, so i was looking in the mirror this am and i saw me.. and i said, i wonder..if i am at "MY" goal.. because... i dont want to get any smaller in clothing size.. like i can try on 10s fit em and even some 8s but what do i prefer to buy the 10s or 12s.. i used to buy the smallest number i could comfortably fit in.. not anymore. SO.. i really think i might MIGHT actually be happy with where im at.. yeah i neeed to tone.. who dont. but I actually like the mirror.. i dont got a ton of sag so im not worried about that, i havea tonnn of stretch marks:( but we will see i think it might be why my brain has kinda Switched.. Im not so stuck on loosing weight anymore, ive swapped over to the whole getting counceling and help with me.. oh i started taking zoloft today.. i hope in 6 weeks its in effect.. these sleeping pills are worryin me. It started hmm lemme look at a calendar.. It started last Friday, i took one Fri, sat fell asleep nicely NO on sunday (was up tossin and turning till about 3 am..) took one yesterday so id be up for mops then tonight.. Its just a tylenol pm and i take one not two.. BUT still i noticed tonight before i took it at 10 i PLANNED THE SUCKER! Like i was all hmm i wanna be asleep by 11:30 so i took the tylenol at 10:15.. ok addictive not good. BUT if i dont take it im up all night.. what to do what to do:( What else, oh food, who wants some coldstone i gotta get this OUT OF MY FREEZER. Why was it BEFORE SURGERY i didnt have it in my fridge at all.. also the other day id rove by donut king and craved it! I havent had a donut in oh 3-4 yrs.. forever i swear! Now im getting funky cravings!!! I donnnnt understand. oh well im sure it will go away. Now audrey IS DRIVING me up the wall lately. If i didnt love her i dont know where id be... She is now acting as if the carseat is THE PLAGUE. She arches her lil back and makes it IMPOSSIBLE to put her away.. then we left olive garden, eek ill explain:) and shes screaming so i just held her there.. boith times people are stearin at me like im a shitty mommy ok, you know what would it be better to push on her to get her in her seat, or spank her for throwin a tantrum cause shes TIRED. No its better I THINK to let her do her thang, shes outside.. then put her awya.. i guess im the ONLY mom in this world though cause grandmas can give some NASTY looks! Whatever:D Ok my novel shalll ennnnd:) I miss you all dearly. And SOON im throwing a wild tree housewarmin party:) Huge hugs to everyone hope to see you all the 26th i believe is the date:D

You go candra! I knew youd be on today:) Not many of us were able to stay away.. i was on pretty fast too:) Take care of you and eventually you will see the stupid machine actually does feel good:D Start the scale game in about 3 or 4 days.. it starts going down wooo hooo!!! So excited for you girle

LOL, you girls are funny. Jess dont worry about it. Me and Christine both didnt do liquids before surgery and dr baggs told us both we had no fat at all on our livers.. So dont stress:D Enjoy your last meal.

Last thing i wanted to do was eat also.. but I was a lil nauseous.. and just the THOUGHT of food made me irritated. I was also too awake though leaving.. heck i walked a mile 2 hrs later:D

Jess you are going to do great:) AND i bet Candra will even post before your surgery:) If you have had surgery before this will be a piece of cake:D

WOOT WOOT! CANDRAS OUTA SURGERY!!!! DOING GREAT:) I told her hubs to eat something before she gets released.. Im not sure how i would have felt if mike was eating fast food in front of me, im sure the smell of it would have made me sick the day of surgery:) All i remember is he ate while i was under and not any more that day:) Food is not what we wanna be thinking or seeing right after we get cut open:) IM so excited for her! Shes gonna be at goal by xmas i BET!

Ok i kinda read everything but cant promise i READ everything of the three pages lol:) Sorry girls. Riley isnt it fun shopping:) Or even shopping and not spending a dime? But tryin on these tiny clothes. Im tryin not to buy anything because ive realized what you have and i need to wait till the week before xmas to buy my outfit cause everything changes every day. Candra : TOMORRRRRROW! How exciting have ur hubs text me. Huge hugs! Jess: your next:D And WOW! YOU LOOKED AWESOME In that dress:D Tina: miss you Donna ill do the 5k but im not about to do a marathon on Dec 6.. Monique the 1200 cal diet everyone tweaks.. but post op you wont get close to it.. the only days you will have 1200 cals is when u cheat and have icecream... :thumbdown: Sorry i havent been around ladies, ive been dealing with a lot.. but we all know how that goes:) Im tryin to let my life calm down a bit. Ive had a sweet tooth since i got sick. Luckily not gaining but not loosing. Ok im gonna go to bed.. talk to you all later big hugs:) Everyone that has been havin issues with the diet lately:) Lets all start back tomorrow.. i am:) OH donna, i got lendoras mint cocoa and drank one.. the protein in it WORKS.. lol it kept me full from 8am till 3... crazy!

Lol yeah those are very addicting too;)

No its worse.. that im closer because even .5 oz kills me lol. When i was 263 5 lbs was like nothing.. and it was easier to loose it again then now its not so easy.. i hold onto every ounce. Right now though im just ya know.. chocolate is appealing when things arent goin the way we want;) Heather you are amazing though! You have lost soo much in so little time!

Oh donna i got all the protein stuff... im gonna do a couple days of protein only starting tomororw or monday dependant on how i feel:D

Heather come sit in my mind i need ur resistance:D

Hi ladies.. How are yall doin? I have had probably 4000 calories today.. lol ok not really but not eating for the last two days caught up plus my stupid period.. I have had coldstone, chocolate, more chocolate, and food. Tomorrow i plan to walk 4-5 miles.. burn some of this. Hopefully ill feel 100% by then. Im gonna take a sleeping pill before bed and turn the humidifier last night it helped.

So did dr baggs say anything about how much you can have in ur band as you get closer to the end?

oh and chris im sure you will be in a 8/10/12 in about a year after you have your beautiful baby:) Dont rush it:)

It was jc pennys, tag said 11/12.. i got in an 8 but it was a flowy dress.. like my purple one.. Its weired.. you can get in a bunch of different sizes as you get smaller, cause i was in a pair of 8 pants the other day but then go to like a diff store and im a 10 or 12.

Oh riley, i tell her now shes got chores.. she puts her diapers in the garbage all the time:) lol

So, i know some of you are on my facebook/myspace but the ones that arent, thought id show my new hobby, lol.. i like to play with clothes that i cant get lol:) Hey atleast we can take pics right:)

Thats what i thought.. because i dont mind her issues. I feel her love and i want her to feel my love. I just dont want her to be over spoiled ya know. :laugh: Right now she is sitting by me with her legs crossed its quite funny.

Auds is snotting all over me.. time for shwoer number 2 lol. She took a nap in my bed today with the humidifier. My friend told me today that i need to break audreys bond of me That she is too attached. Because she saw audrey cry the other day when i left the room. But then yesterday auds cried when my SISTER left to go to the bathroom... Im so confused. La Chica there are many rny patients on here, we will support you any way you go:D

Got news!!! CANDRA HAS TO BE THERE AT 6:30 AM ON MONDAY!!!!!!! She is the first surgery of the day! So, who wants to all get together sometime this weekend to celebrate?? Otherwise i wont see my candra or jess for probably 2-3 weeks.. anyone game?

Hi girls, how is everyone, me and auds are laying in the bedroom with the humidifier going..:laugh: I am getting better.. i think. My tom started, how weired 2 months in a row now, mirena kept it away for soo long.... My husband is now full blown sick. I would not be able to go to work with this bug, its horrible. I do give him props for that. I posted a new picture on facebook and myspace, me in a black dress:) Yeah i go to stores to try on clothes now, just dont buy lol:) Kinda fun... Ill post a pick here. I am 16 from goal, and drinking hot cocoa like crazy.. it feels soo good going down and tastes soo good. Oh well.. im gonna get back on the lindora diet once i feel better. How is everyone doing??? When are we gonna do anohter lunch?

Good Morning girls:) Yea pam ive had my fair share of antidepressants, that's why im getting an rx today so maybe before i see dr baggs they will be kicked in:) I am just looking forward to getting to concentrate again.. ya know. There are times im driving lately and i forget how i got somewhere or where im going and i get lost. Its really LAME! She said its normal though, and its only going to become more fun as i get more and more confident:) So hopefully mike can grow with me, instead of stayin behind... Chris let us know how it goes!!!:blushing: Im excited to hear!:w00t: Candra btw, i think the dude that was talkin to you in the store, wasnt calling you fat, because girl you aint! I think in his own male way he was trying to complement.. but they arent to good with that:D

Hi girls, sorry i been missing today kinda sick. OH My.. this cold/flu whatever in earth you wanna call it:( No appetite... i guess is good but, im still eating, well b/l was a chai;) then dinner was crab at red lobster, and then a chai at our movie... I went to counceling not sure if i posted???? I have memory loss.. lol.. well they are putting me on an antidepressent or something to get my brain TO CALM DOWN, so i can concentrate again.. and once again ive been told i have out grown my husband HOW DO YOU OUTGROW SOMEONE.. it is killin me. She said thats why im having problems with being attracted to him.. goodness gracious, people!!! Ok so yeah im frustrated... Been doing bad with the lendora diet, well actually i guess im good since all ive had is protein LOL... Candra: you are soo close:D How exciting heather 60 holy moly good job!!! Gosh im so sorry girls i cant remember anything else...:blushing: I miss you all im actually ALMOST done packing... Like sooooo close! But now with me sick i just wanna die.. lol. Dont tell kaiser i said that;) OH and fyi they dont HAVE to register to see this.. guests are on all the time... HI ROBIN....

Heather do you live in sac??? Or the whereabouts?? Why don't you come on over and check out the clothes:D Before i take them to the sac meeting:D Hey anyone know anyone in 2x scrubs???? I have a box full of those too..

Oh and mikes and my date plans might be canceled... now i woke up stuffffy and my sister and her baby. LOL, so somewhere all 4 of us girls got sick. She is still babysitting during the day gonna see how it goes for tonight.