AudsMom

I am so excited about our group fill. Parts of me only want .25 instead of .5.. i dont know.. I like being able to eat and not PB and not get sick. I guess this week i should pay attn to how long the fill lasts... I do know how a lil bit can feel like a ton when ur close to the sweet spot. Anyone else going thru these feelings??

Jess...Im pretty sure you will have to do them again.. If i remember they said it had to be less then 4 weeks old. Tina, if you remember my husband being a jerk before surgery with all the say goodbye to your baby and all that tear jerkin crap, is cause of what happened a year prior... I am so glad i did it also though:) Girls i feel like crap so im going to bed, i have the worst migraine, oh and i felt my band for the first time since my fill guess when.. Well i asked mike to break my tylenol in half.... I FELT THOSE! And then i heard these lil squeaky sounds, like my band was burping or something.. i dont know how to explain it closest would be like when ur stomach growls.. it was nuts. I just thought it was crazy that my 1/2 tylenols are the first thing i felt. But i am feelin kinda shitty so maybe its swellin in there? I hopeits not a bug that i got from auds. But she stoped vomitting and NO diarrhea today since we got home. She has had a ton of water too:) BUT she was on me ALLLLL day, she gave me probably 1 hr of break. Very mommy bound:( So yeah im going to bed, ill chat with you all tomorrow.

Tina i feel so bad for you but it is so inspiring that with everything uve gone thru you still love your band. OH and candra i did have a complication... i had bleeding from my port. Big time bleeding... like i took pics of it. They say if it doesnt stop in like 30 min thats when they worry lol.. Tina i wish i was always young and strong.. for some reason my body could handle this but child birth is a diff ball game, epidurals dont work for me, so i could feel them cutting into my stomach and i was crawling up the surgery table. So i have had my share of complications, needless to say i woke up 4 hrs after my baby was born... they had to general anesthesia me down. Then i had a bad infection and was stuck in the hospital for a week.... My baby came out at a score of 3 she was not awake, and had to be brought back... good thing i missed that part though.. i woulda lost it....... So yeah hit and miss... everyone is diff and we all can handle different stuff. Ladies audrey is driving me nuts today i think shes givin me a total of 1 hr where she was NOT ontop of me. what is it with mommys and their babis, i want a break:( I just told my mom im shipping her back to god.....:wink2:

No biopsy here... I have a problem, its called ability to eat whatever i want... i believe Christine also doesnt have any of the side effects. I hope she feels better real soon!

The breathing issues are a side effect with all surgeries unfortunately. Any time you go under. I didnt have any of those issues though..

OMG this is horrible! Is she a Kaiser Patient??? If not this surgeon needs a lawsuit sounds like they just wanted to get her done to get the pay check. Tell her to get on here when she feels up to it and we can help her out. Or call me im always available..:wink2: poor thing

Oh my gosh did u get a name??? So you can do something about it???

We will go anyone else?

ohand your Wildtree order is cleared that cleared like last tuesday so dont worry, atleast if it didnt we would know:D But i know mine has cleared both my accts:)

Hi everyone, so auds had 7 teething tabs and finally calmed down to nap and now she seems to be doing better...rehydrating:) and eating junk with her mom. One thing i hate about campin all the junk left over. Family dynamics are so not what i thought they were supposed to be. I agree bran has always had everything handed to her also. FOR instance.. ok shes 22 this year has not once ever paid rent. Live in my parents other house for free her bf now doesnt pay rent either. Neither work. My parents pay for them and the baby. Then my mom GAVE hera car for shawn and my dad gave her another car for her. So she has 4 cars now that all run and are good, we have 2 one that has 280k miles and no ac and the windows are stuck up, and the oil has to be refilled each use. Not a reliable piece of crap. Then mom told bran she can have the Fridge and Washer and Dryer! I put my foot down though and told her im taking the washer and dryer when we move if we need it. Its bull that bran gets all the stuff she wants, and the lawn mower etc. I do love my sister but she like urs tina is the Skinny one.. (the first skinniest in the group at camping) and people honestly do use that as a favoring situation.. even if u loose all your weight it doesnt matter your still "heavy" whatever.:wink2: My sister is called the Camillion cause she makes EVERYONE happy lol, she will say whatever it is she has to to be on your good side.... Pam im so glad you had a better time then me, and yes i agree the heat was MISERABLE. Did you know it actually hit 107 yesterday? atleast where we were:) Candra, i have a feeling ur card and wildtree are not connected, because 1. i trust the consultant and also people can get ur card from many places. I worked in banking for a long time, and found peoples numbers were mostly stolen from either emailing the number, or statements. Did they get you the info on who was using it? If so id press charges. I used 2 cc for my wildtree order and not one have weired charges. I hate that happened though good thing you caught it thank god! I hope everyone is doing well today!

Whats sad is my mom left Sat my dad wasnt there, so who she is the golden child with is all 20 of my cousins. I think they like her cause she is a camillion she can blend in with everyone and will say anything to make everyone like her. Needless to say im not going again

I love you girls.. yeah Riley you saw me online and here is why:( Thursday: We get to camping its all good VERY hot.... 103 hot.. well my baby is hot red in the face.. etc etc.. Diarrhea diapers up my kazoo.. Friday: we decide to come home for a couple hours because she got NO sleep.. and is still having diarrhea diapers.. So we were home from 9:30- 2.. go back with some ice. Audrey is a ok warm but fine for the rest of the nite, goes down to bed EASY as pie. Saturday... things are progressing, more diarrhea less water... We decide to wait till noon (heat) to go back home (35 min drive) She hangs out and plays with cuz and the older kids.. We go home she naps for a long time, cools off seems fine.. maybe 2 pee pee diapers all day Saturday.. We go back at 5, on the way i picked up pedialyte for her and my sisters baby.. she plays in the lake and goes down just fine. We stay up till about 12 when im bored and decide to just go to bed since my cousins are boring me... I am pretty much the outcast and it is worst now that i am the second skinniest person in the group.. and i thought it was bad when i was heavy! They prefer my sister and that sucks.. kinda hurts but what can i do:) Well at 3 am my life ends on this campin trip... i wake up to my daughter vomiting and choking on her vomit! IT is everywhere, and she cant catch her breath.. of course we can not find the flashlight just can smell it and hear her. So being the carring mom i am i grab mysoaked child (stinky) and we sit there debating what to do... we take a potty break walk and then as im going down the hill i trip and fall on my leg scratching it all up. I do know my predom side, my hand and leg on the right is done for a lil while.. both swollen from injuries and miserable.. are we allowed to take ibprofen?? I didnt think so so i didnt... Well we get back from the porta pottys (btw girls we can all squat in a porta potty so easily now its no prrrroblem at all. Well my sister got woke by audrey, and is asking if we are ok by this moment im in tears and audreys in tears and vomiting again:( my sister then wakes up to help us pack up cause we need auds to drink pedialyte and everytime she does back up it comes.. So she sits with auds then we pack up, oh my packin in the dark lol is a workout and the car gets one too cause its a DISASTER:) Well we made it home by 6.. auds let me sleep till 8... now im up and dead... and she still smells funky.. ate about 1/4 a yogurt and is rejecting her juice still:( I am so mad at my "family" some of them woke and got out and stared but never even tried to offer to help:( So yep you did see me online ive been to depressed/stressed out to post:( And my hand is swollen so its not fun to type. I told mike that tomorrom the swelling in my leg needs to be gone so i can do my run lol. How funny the priorities i have now... Riley your going camping today right? The best thing i brought was Shish kabobs.. oh wait ur vegitarian.... well on with my story, cause its vegies and meat healthy and as big of a portion as i want:D BTW out of the 6 bears, i had.. drum roll please.. 1. :wink2: Last night also.. oh man:( So much water but i am dehydrated considering im diein of thirst. Trhe only bad thing i had with food the whole trip is well i had a smore but i dont think of that as bad lololol:) but we brought a bag of laysfor mike and i had some i said what the heck. I did not gain on the trip though just maintained, that works for me:) So yes ill go camping not in this heat though my daughter cant do it. I would be more enthusiastic but read above and you will see why there are no caps or smilies.. just let me know when and where. OH elie from asap emailed and said we shoudl know by fri that he is out of town till enxt week.. Goodness whatever i give up lol im just going to live life till he calls.

Do not have time to read and catch up.. We had to come home for some hours, auds slept like CRAP. AND i fell hurt the crud outa my hand and have a bad sprain. Mike caught a fish this am.... What else, um foods been easy we need WAY MORE water. 1 flat is NOT enough its already gone and thats just us 3. OH ITS HOT... Have a good weekend girls.. OH Glad we came home our car got broken into and this ebay jerk paid 6 days after his auction i shipped within 2 business days and now hes claming I NEVER SHIPPED... talk about irrational jerk. So im glad i got to that. Elie for asap said he will be in contact with mike on Friday.. so finally we hear from him... Im gonna go nap with my kid (she had 3 hrs of slee) nite:D

LOL Candra you are a riot! No i didnt notice the earing issue:D I would have told you!!! Totally. And about the clothes i say take them cause she obviously wants you to think she is smaller??? But i am a 10/12 and I will still wear 14s cause they are super comfy.. but they look kinda funny.. so not sure why shes handing them down.. unless she just has a TON of clothes?? and can spare these?? IDK.. Me im very limited lol. Ok girls we are leaving now:( Im gonna miss everyone, isnt that pathetic im going on a trip and gonna miss ALL OF YOU!!! Im lame.. ok talk to you on sunday:D Hugs

Its nice:D We look like size 3 in our shadows:D We lookin good oh yeah!

You go riley! Im glad you uped your cals and lowered the exercise i bet that was the answer:D No more body exhaustion:) I am so tired. we got 4 hrs of sleep last night, and have to now get ready to leave in a couple hours for camping:( I wish husbands came with a light switch where you could just shut them down when they wont shut up:) So i did day 1 of week 3. Which i am giving me 4 days of cause im about to take a four day break from running... What i like about progressing in the weeks is i make it around my 1.5 mile faster and faster:D Im at 23 min right now. when we walk it it takes us like 35 min... Candra have you started week 3 yet? Ill tell ya what i was yellin at myself at the 3 min jog. On a treadmil i can run for 7 min straight at a 4.0... on cement omg different ball game all together! Kinda depressing... but so i get out there and start it im 1.5 min into the 3 min.. and i bet if anyone could hear me they was laughin their heads off.. "nicole do it do it do it.. lol i was chanting, then i got more tired i was like what the heck are you traiing for you are ready for this!!!! No do it and shut up and stop letting your head tell you to stop:) " Needless to say my 3 min went to 4 cause i was so busy yellin at myself:D The second rep of 3 min run came around and i had it easy. I really think following the program is a good idea and will work. It progresses you at just the right speed.. even if u yell at yourself! So anyone been checkin out their shadows??? If not DO IT. Our shadows have SHRUNK! Go figure! lol They look so good. In workout gear they look even BETTER:) Cause the clothes are more snug:) I love those Ahhhhaaaa moments:D

Riley, remember im the one here that can have anything and not feel it:( Remember my band is like lost in my abdomen?? I had a smirnoff a couple weeks ago and i was fine. It takes me forever to drink them though.. cause im a light weight.. I get tipsy off half of one.. always have:) And i dont like the tipsy or drunk feeling so one will take me all nite. But yeah what it will be like to have restriction! Can you believe im at 6.8cc and still so much freedom:(

Riley 5am is very smart! Im about to go for my jog/run and its already 70 degrees outside. Its very nice out at 5am... very smart:D

Jess ill watch the 6pack:) Remember how i said they are bringing a lot of booze get this, just for my mom she brought, orange juice and vodka?, Bloody Marys, Jack and Coke, Bear, and Wine..... Thats just the mom... I dont got a clue when she became an alcoholic:( But i told her she cant hang out with audrey if she drinks... Tanifaire: dont let the paperwork scare you, yeah its scary and sad but think of it this way.. they make everyone do it.. i even had to do it for my C-Section, when it was looking like it was gonna be an emergency they made an official with the hospital come in and do it with me. Personally i was more scared then then i was for the surgery. Just think of it as one step down:) And you can turn it in whenever. I personally would turn it in next time you go in so you dont have to see it anymore! hugs ttyl

ok girls off to bed for me, nite.. Nite: Pam, Donna, Heather, Jess, Chris, and Tina:) Yeah i listed all of our lurkers lol:) Along with our posters:D Nite girls ill post before i go CAMPIN:) yay:D

Tina im on Kaisers Steps program, put it in the back of your head to remember it. It works if anything happens with your insurance.. I pay 100 for my kaiser insurance, im on step number 2. Last year i was on step number 1 and paid 47. For audrey i pay 5.00 she is on the childrens plan. Which is awesome we pay nothin. And that is up till they are 18. So make ur memory notes;)

WHAT is that 16 in one month??? Or a year??

Yes she said bev mo:) Tina im still loosing hair also and im noticing it now on the side! Eek. That needs to stop. I did stop takin my vitamins again. Its like i do really well for a week then all of a sudden forget about them! We do have quite the list of lurkers tonight lol:)

Tina nothing is started:D Everything positive and negative needs to be out on the table:D

Tina do you eat tofu also?