I feel I am starting to rethink If I should even do this surgery. I guess it is nerves. But it is also doubt if I am able to do what needs to be done. I can use any encouragement, advice, tips, recipes, snacks, how you yourself survived the pre and post op situations. We had a hiccup with me having to get a Colonoscopy/Endoscopy because of my diverticulitis. So it pushed us back about 2 1/2 months to get me to the pre op appt. And I guess in that time I stopped being focused on the big day so I feel like I am just lost. Thank you all for any advice you would like to share. God bless.