michellehill

A few days ago my bonus son (I'm his dad's girlfriend) surprised me with a ticket to his graduation and I was so happy cuz I am seeing more and more that his kids truly love me [emoji28]. So while in trying to lose this weight and to quite smoking so I can gave the surgery I decided I'm not buying any new clothes until after as a reward. Well this morning I wake up to see my boyfriend dusting off his pimp brim (LOL) and dress clothes to wear to the graduation and I ask is that what your wearing? He looks and with a I think I'm the shiznit smirk says yes it's my son's graduation. So I then inform him that I will not be able to make it to the graduation because he is way over dressed for anything I have (I lost everything in a house fire about 3 years ago). That's when he says oh i planned on taking you to Walmart and buying you a dress. Walmart really I wear NOTHING but Torrid so why would I go anywhere else? So we go to Torrid (haven't worn a dress in 10 year because I am so big) and I'm already self conscious he and I look. He picks out a 1 piece that is cute but I have reservations about it so I tell him we need to find a sweater to cover my arms. I also pick out a cute dress that would not need a sweater and when I go to try them on I wanted to try on the dress I picked first because I needed to see me in something I really liked B4 I try on this onesie. He stops me and says try on the 1 I picked out first and mind you the sale lady informed me there is really no sweaters due to the summer season. So ok I try on this pant suit or like I said B4 onesie and it looks hideous. Now I'm really upset because I've gotten this big and I then say I'm done as he rushes out to grab another dress. I walk pass him telling him I'm done. When I first entered the store I seen a cute dress but was called over to the clearance section by him. There is a reason that it's on clearance and in my size duh. No other women wants to wear that onesie if they are as big as me (at lease no women with since). Do I have self confidence no not all the time and to feel like a fat blob of existence is another level. If he would of let me do it myself I may have been able to go to my boys graduation [emoji35]. I will post pics of me B4 and now and you will see why in so unhappy wit my life and my damn eating disorder. Sent from my SM-N960U using BariatricPal mobile app

I wish someone would of told me this 20 years ago who know's I may be a skinny bombshell LOL JK who am I fullin ??. This is me 25 years ago and damn I want her back. Sent from my SM-N960U using BariatricPal mobile app

I agree they are deceiving us consumers. I get so mad at the fact that America is ranked high for obesity compared to other countries. I hate hate hate when I go into a grocery store and when I try to buy healthy I get slapped with paying $3 or $4 more then if I would of gotten the fatty stuff. So many people have habits and food is mine, I mean when your raisings 4 kids by yourself life can get stressful and thanks to my love of food when I'm stressed or sad and even depressed it's a battle. Obesity has caused my disability and that's even harder. Sent from my SM-N960U using BariatricPal mobile app

But there is 1 thing you can have an endless supply of and it is ZERO CALORIES it's called WATER BWHAHAHHAHAHA!! Sent from my SM-N960U using BariatricPal mobile app

Oh really thanks for the info and I'm going to check Amazon. Sent from my SM-N960U using BariatricPal mobile app

Wow that many I need to search them because I only seen the 1 I posted. Another women said she sometimes use the ranch with canned chicken and it makes chicken salad. Will be on Google checking them all out LOL Amazon here I come. Sent from my SM-N960U using BariatricPal mobile app

That's a great idea for the canned chicken thanks. I didn't see any others. Sent from my SM-N960U using BariatricPal mobile app

I really don't know what kind of dressing it was all I understood was it was zeros in every category except sodium and it tasted ok, I mean I can deal with it and I'm a foodie. I enjoy food a lot and I'm a great cook. I also found some coconut oil that is 10 calories for 5 pumps. Perfect for egg whites. Sent from my SM-N960U using BariatricPal mobile app

Actually it was half way decent. Tasted like a very light (watered down) thousand island. I have NO idea what xanthan gum is but if it's going to help me and not kill me I'll deal with it LOL. Sent from my SM-N960U using BariatricPal mobile app

Well yeah I do also, oh wait you must put water on your salads also LOL ok I get it. We all can be sarcastic. I'm really good at that and if you were drinking calorie free, sugar free , fat free ,carbohydrate free, gluten free and cholesterol free water all day why are you on this page? With that much water in your system you must be as thin as a spaghetti noodle IJS. Sent from my SM-N960U using BariatricPal mobile app

Please tell me this is not a new thing. I'm going to buy it because it's a free food who cares if it tastes NASTY LOL. Jk but I have notice since I've been DIEting everything is tasting so much better as long as it goes into my mouth hahaha. So has anyone else seen or tried this salad dressing and what do you think of it. Sent from my SM-N960U using BariatricPal mobile app

My dr and I are doing welbutrin since I did that over 10 yrs ago. Sent from my SM-N960U using BariatricPal mobile app

Thanks for the suggestions I think I'm going to try the gum Sent from my SM-N960U using BariatricPal mobile app

Thank you and yes I'm talking to the dr tomorrow to get the patches. I only have 2 cigarettes left and refuse to buy another pack. Thanks all for the advice and info. Sent from my SM-N960U using BariatricPal mobile app

I don't think anything that involves inhaling because we can't even use straws post op Sent from my SM-N960U using BariatricPal mobile app