ButterflyChris

I'm 14 months post op. I reached my goal in March. It's been a journey of ups and downs, but not one that I regret. Well, actually, my only regret is not doing it sooner!! I have the support of my family and partner.
My biggest struggle now is body image. After 47 years of being considered obese, it's not easy to think and see yourself differently. There are days that I can actually see myself as the new woman I am. Most days, I do not. When I see my reflection, I see the new me. However, as the scale shifts upward, even just a few pounds, 8 feel like I haven't lost an ounce and am the obese person I always was. I know deep down that isn't true. The funny thing about it, when I was loosing and hit that weight, I felt sexy and invigorated. Now, as I said, I feel and look fat. And I'm talking a gain of 10 lb or less. I FEEL & LOOK FAT to myself.
We were on vacation last week and I needed a swimsuit. Not really living anywhere near stores to shop for a new one, I decided to get one at the beach. My fiance picked it out for me. I wanted a high waisted suit, he said if I was going to do that, I may as well get a 1 piece suit. I relented and he picked it out for me. Boy oh boy did I ever feel uncomfortable, but I wore it with all that virgin skin exposed!!!
RNY 6/17/19
HW: 275 (2011 after my mom passed away)
SW: 220
GW: 130
CW: 136
5'3"
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Thank you! Aside from my appearance and ability to fit into anything any store has, my confidence has increased tremendously!! I'm no long afraid to try and do new things. Before I was afraid my weight would hold me back, that I wouldn't fit or just plain was too heavy. For example wearing that bikini at the beach, granted, I was very uncomfortable, but I did it and eventually relaxed a bit. Even if someone didn't think I should be wearing it, I didn't have to hear their comments. I'm getting more comfortable in my own skin, despite the head problems and still feeling fat for gaining a few pounds.

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Thank you! Aside from my appearance and ability to fit into anything any store has, my confidence has increased tremendously!! I'm no long afraid to try and do new things. Before I was afraid my weight would hold me back, that I wouldn't fit or just plain was too heavy. For example wearing that bikini at the beach, granted, I was very uncomfortable, but I did it and eventually relaxed a bit. Even if someone didn't think I should be wearing it, I didn't have to hear their comments. I'm getting more comfortable in my own skin, despite the head problems and still feeling fat for gaining a few pounds.

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I'm 14 months post op. I reached my goal in March. It's been a journey of ups and downs, but not one that I regret. Well, actually, my only regret is not doing it sooner!! I have the support of my family and partner.
My biggest struggle now is body image. After 47 years of being considered obese, it's not easy to think and see yourself differently. There are days that I can actually see myself as the new woman I am. Most days, I do not. When I see my reflection, I see the new me. However, as the scale shifts upward, even just a few pounds, 8 feel like I haven't lost an ounce and am the obese person I always was. I know deep down that isn't true. The funny thing about it, when I was loosing and hit that weight, I felt sexy and invigorated. Now, as I said, I feel and look fat. And I'm talking a gain of 10 lb or less. I FEEL & LOOK FAT to myself.
We were on vacation last week and I needed a swimsuit. Not really living anywhere near stores to shop for a new one, I decided to get one at the beach. My fiance picked it out for me. I wanted a high waisted suit, he said if I was going to do that, I may as well get a 1 piece suit. I relented and he picked it out for me. Boy oh boy did I ever feel uncomfortable, but I wore it with all that virgin skin exposed!!!
RNY 6/17/19
HW: 275 (2011 after my mom passed away)
SW: 220
GW: 130
CW: 136
5'3"
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Thank you! Aside from my appearance and ability to fit into anything any store has, my confidence has increased tremendously!! I'm no long afraid to try and do new things. Before I was afraid my weight would hold me back, that I wouldn't fit or just plain was too heavy. For example wearing that bikini at the beach, granted, I was very uncomfortable, but I did it and eventually relaxed a bit. Even if someone didn't think I should be wearing it, I didn't have to hear their comments. I'm getting more comfortable in my own skin, despite the head problems and still feeling fat for gaining a few pounds.

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I'm 14 months post op. I reached my goal in March. It's been a journey of ups and downs, but not one that I regret. Well, actually, my only regret is not doing it sooner!! I have the support of my family and partner.
My biggest struggle now is body image. After 47 years of being considered obese, it's not easy to think and see yourself differently. There are days that I can actually see myself as the new woman I am. Most days, I do not. When I see my reflection, I see the new me. However, as the scale shifts upward, even just a few pounds, 8 feel like I haven't lost an ounce and am the obese person I always was. I know deep down that isn't true. The funny thing about it, when I was loosing and hit that weight, I felt sexy and invigorated. Now, as I said, I feel and look fat. And I'm talking a gain of 10 lb or less. I FEEL & LOOK FAT to myself.
We were on vacation last week and I needed a swimsuit. Not really living anywhere near stores to shop for a new one, I decided to get one at the beach. My fiance picked it out for me. I wanted a high waisted suit, he said if I was going to do that, I may as well get a 1 piece suit. I relented and he picked it out for me. Boy oh boy did I ever feel uncomfortable, but I wore it with all that virgin skin exposed!!!
RNY 6/17/19
HW: 275 (2011 after my mom passed away)
SW: 220
GW: 130
CW: 136
5'3"
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You look great! Your journey is very inspiring. What's your favorite change so far?

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I'm 14 months post op. I reached my goal in March. It's been a journey of ups and downs, but not one that I regret. Well, actually, my only regret is not doing it sooner!! I have the support of my family and partner.
My biggest struggle now is body image. After 47 years of being considered obese, it's not easy to think and see yourself differently. There are days that I can actually see myself as the new woman I am. Most days, I do not. When I see my reflection, I see the new me. However, as the scale shifts upward, even just a few pounds, 8 feel like I haven't lost an ounce and am the obese person I always was. I know deep down that isn't true. The funny thing about it, when I was loosing and hit that weight, I felt sexy and invigorated. Now, as I said, I feel and look fat. And I'm talking a gain of 10 lb or less. I FEEL & LOOK FAT to myself.
We were on vacation last week and I needed a swimsuit. Not really living anywhere near stores to shop for a new one, I decided to get one at the beach. My fiance picked it out for me. I wanted a high waisted suit, he said if I was going to do that, I may as well get a 1 piece suit. I relented and he picked it out for me. Boy oh boy did I ever feel uncomfortable, but I wore it with all that virgin skin exposed!!!
RNY 6/17/19
HW: 275 (2011 after my mom passed away)
SW: 220
GW: 130
CW: 136
5'3"
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You're beautiful! Congratulations on your weight loss!

I'm 14 months post op. I reached my goal in March. It's been a journey of ups and downs, but not one that I regret. Well, actually, my only regret is not doing it sooner!! I have the support of my family and partner.
My biggest struggle now is body image. After 47 years of being considered obese, it's not easy to think and see yourself differently. There are days that I can actually see myself as the new woman I am. Most days, I do not. When I see my reflection, I see the new me. However, as the scale shifts upward, even just a few pounds, 8 feel like I haven't lost an ounce and am the obese person I always was. I know deep down that isn't true. The funny thing about it, when I was loosing and hit that weight, I felt sexy and invigorated. Now, as I said, I feel and look fat. And I'm talking a gain of 10 lb or less. I FEEL & LOOK FAT to myself.
We were on vacation last week and I needed a swimsuit. Not really living anywhere near stores to shop for a new one, I decided to get one at the beach. My fiance picked it out for me. I wanted a high waisted suit, he said if I was going to do that, I may as well get a 1 piece suit. I relented and he picked it out for me. Boy oh boy did I ever feel uncomfortable, but I wore it with all that virgin skin exposed!!!
RNY 6/17/19
HW: 275 (2011 after my mom passed away)
SW: 220
GW: 130
CW: 136
5'3"
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I'm 14 months post op. I reached my goal in March. It's been a journey of ups and downs, but not one that I regret. Well, actually, my only regret is not doing it sooner!! I have the support of my family and partner.
My biggest struggle now is body image. After 47 years of being considered obese, it's not easy to think and see yourself differently. There are days that I can actually see myself as the new woman I am. Most days, I do not. When I see my reflection, I see the new me. However, as the scale shifts upward, even just a few pounds, 8 feel like I haven't lost an ounce and am the obese person I always was. I know deep down that isn't true. The funny thing about it, when I was loosing and hit that weight, I felt sexy and invigorated. Now, as I said, I feel and look fat. And I'm talking a gain of 10 lb or less. I FEEL & LOOK FAT to myself.
We were on vacation last week and I needed a swimsuit. Not really living anywhere near stores to shop for a new one, I decided to get one at the beach. My fiance picked it out for me. I wanted a high waisted suit, he said if I was going to do that, I may as well get a 1 piece suit. I relented and he picked it out for me. Boy oh boy did I ever feel uncomfortable, but I wore it with all that virgin skin exposed!!!
RNY 6/17/19
HW: 275 (2011 after my mom passed away)
SW: 220
GW: 130
CW: 136
5'3"
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I have my date!! Jine 17, 38 days away from changing my life!
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I have my date!! Jine 17, 38 days away from changing my life!
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I've struggled with my weight since puberty and have always felt uncomfortable when receiving attention from attractive men. Even when I'd lose weight, I never felt comfortable. When people start to notice my weight loss, I tend to self sabotage and any progress stops.

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Underwear that fit right and don't roll throughout the day!

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Having a boudoir shoot and pics that lookns sexy as i feel having them taken!

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Underwear that fit right and don't roll throughout the day!

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Hopefully losing my double chin and seeing my collarbones again. Also very excited for the range of motion and energy i will get back.

I've had them done 2x now and LOVE it! It's a very liberating experience. I was supposed to have them done next week and I decided to cancel once I found out I did qualify for wl surgery. I'll wait until after. Your husband will [emoji173] them and definitely not think you've lost it. With my previous 2 shoots I was single and did it for me. Unfortunately my boyfriend will have to wait for my next shoot! Lol, but I'm sure he won't mind waiting for pics of the new me! At for the cost... do Facebook searches, there are always photographers that offer specials when the do group shoots, several people one day at the same location. They are gone by the time it's your turn.

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Underwear that fit right and don't roll throughout the day!

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my personal all-time favorite
Husband:This is my First Wife
Wife: And this is my Last Husband.

It's been so long since my husband said anything nice about my appearance that if he compliments me post-op I'll probably faint dead-away.

I look forward to:

Less BOOB SWEAT
Button-up shirts
Less pain in my feet and knees
Not hearing my horse GROAN when I mount!
Not being the fattest one in my family photos
Going to my son's college graduation in a dress in the low double or single digits
Feeling good!!

Hello ladies! I'm very new, had my first official appointment last week this starting my 6 month pre-op journey. I have a couple of friends that have had the surgery that I've been asking any advice.
Although I'm excited for this journey and ultimately the surgery, I'm a little apprehensive about it. Like it may not actually be a reality and I'm going to wake from this dream and it'll be psych! The jokes on me.
My weight has been a struggle since puberty and I'm ready for that to end and start life as the woman I've always wanted to be.
I know the next 6 months is a journey to learning how to eat properly and the lifestyle changes and reprogramming how to eat and nutrition.
I've been told that if I lose 17lb, which can realistically happen in 6 months, that I will no longer qualify. Which is causing some issues for me... having to keep a food diary, make diet changes, eat properly, etc.. how do I all that and NOT lose 17lb ?!?!?
I've already been told by a friend who's had the surgery to start biotin now to lessen hair loss post surgery. And to start experimenting with protein shakes and find something I like now so post OP I'll not have any problems.
Thanks in advance for your advice and suggestions!
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I am down 50lbs since surgery 3 months ago. I am very proud of myself, but I have been here before... twice. I just hope this times it stays off ??? I can never ever ever keep the weight off!

My patterns:
2010 I was 200lb
2011 I was 145lb
2012 I was 200lb
2016 I was my lowest of 139lb
2018 I was my heaviest of 245lb
Now 185lb ugh the struggle is so annoying!!!