Salma.1990

Hi there! Thank you for sharing your thoughts and concerns with us. I just signed up to reply to your post since I feel it echoed my thoughts quite a lot. My surgery is on the 11th of March, and I started freaking out! What if I can't handle this, what if I show my usual lack of cometmnt, what if I bale on myself and this turns out to be one huge mistake that I willingly put myself into. But then again, when I set calmly and think about it, however it turns out, and whatever I will have to live through . . Am sure it will be worth it. I really do. I can anticipate it being hard at times, especially at the beginning. But isn't this a price am willing to pay to gain my life back? to literally take ownership of my life? You are the person of power in yourlife, and you matter the most. The people who love will always turn around and be there for you. At the end of the day, what resinates as true to your heart? What do you feel like you want to do? You sound like a very courageous and resilant person. Am sure once you have your mind set on something you will fight for it! I wish you clarity, and strength. best of luck! Salma.