Thank you everyone. Thank you for your input. I sabotage myself by not drinking enough water, not exercising basically just being stupid. I know what I should be doing, just am finding it hard to keep on track. I have done this all my adult life. You all have given me some great feedback and I will start keeping better track of my food and water intake. I will also start a journal of my journey, good and bad. Thank you again. Thank you FlHappy Girl that article hit it right on the head!