It is a gorgeous day outside here in North Carolina. I have been talking to my 5 year old daughter about riding her bike while I walk for the last 4 days. I feel guilty knowing that she deserves a mom that is active, but I hate being active. I hate to exercise. I am in my pj's and the day is mostly over. I'm being sleeved 10/23/17 and haven't started any exercise. My husband says he is supportive, but has no idea what is bout to happen. He has been to the surgical seminars, but I don't think he really knows. He is obese too. He thinks that since my friends, mother, and mother in law will be there, that he doesn't need to take off work on my surgery day. I've been making bad decisions about food. I'm dreading the preop diet so much that I've been binge eating. I'm so worried that I'm not ready for this surgery. My excitement has been replaced with dread and stress. I've never had surgery before, and I'm so worried about the pain, and throwing up, and the misery of going to social gatherings and not being able to eat. I am in a nasty frame of mind. Please advise.