I have an appointment with my surgeon tomorrow cause I'm really concerned I keep a food journal and have been sticking on track cause I have other health issues that could really mess up my life if I don't I don't move my bowls every day I'm lucky if I do it twice a week and I've been trying to keep as active as possible only being a month out I can only walk according to my surgeon thank you everyone for your input and kind words I know in the end it will all be worth it but I just don't feel that way right now cause I feel bad most of the time