I completely know how you feel. My sleeve surgery is May 8th, less than 48 hours from now. When I first decided on getting the sleeve surgery, I did tons and tons of research on the surgery, different hospitals, the surgeons, you name it, I researched it. After I made my decision on who was going to do it and where, I was elated and very confident in my decision. But now with only 2 days pre surgery, I have been a whirlwind of emotions! At times, I will just burst out into happy elated laughter and at others terrified tears. No, I'm not bipolar, this is just normal emotions for such a huge life changing decision. Did I make the right decision? What if something happens so far away from home as I am from the US and having it in Mexico? What if, what if, what if???? However, I have already had wonderful support from the doctors, customer service and nutritionists with any and all questions I have had. I think a miriad of emotions is normal for anyone that is being put to sleep. Whether it is by choice or emergent. I feel sure as soon as you have the surgery, you will be so happy you made this decision to change your life. And then you will be on to a whole other set of emotions as you see your life getting better and healthier day after day. Good luck. I pray you will do fabulous. Sent from my XT1254 using BariatricPal mobile app