gmole85

Oh no no....i haven't even attempted it! I'm still on full liquids 6/6 surgery date. I tried cream soup yesterday and was SO FULL after just two spoons. Sent from my SM-G920T using the BariatricPal App Well tell me... I'm in soft food stage Sent from my SAMSUNG-SM-G530AZ using the BariatricPal App Greek cheese. Look it up, it's amazing. Sent from my SM-G920T using the BariatricPal App

Oh no no....i haven't even attempted it! I'm still on full liquids 6/6 surgery date. I tried cream Soup yesterday and was SO FULL after just two spoons. Sent from my SM-G920T using the BariatricPal App

Melted Greek cheese Sent from my SM-G920T using the BariatricPal App

6th was me too! Sent from my SM-G920T using the BariatricPal App

These are foods I am craving. At what points are they ok? Sent from my SM-G920T using the BariatricPal App

I'm in Antioch Sent from my SM-G920T using the BariatricPal App

I have done the therapy thing and it didn't help. Sent from my SM-G920T using the BariatricPal App

So I was scheduled for surgery in January. I had a panic attack in pre op and ended up leaving. I've rescheduled and am set for June 6th. However I am avoiding even thinking about this surgery...every time I do I feel as though I'm going to throw up. I'm terrified of basically everything from dying to complications post op, to having to give up my horrible eating habits. I know this is what is best for my health. I know it is best for my daughter and parenting. I know I do not want to end up like my parents (health wise). I want to break the cycle. I'm just scared. For every 10 positive I hear a negative. It's not worth dying for at this point, but I don't want it to get to the point where it actually is worth dying for. Ugh. Sent from my SM-G920T using the BariatricPal App