Thank you! I'd been thinking that it was me subconsciously having a "food funeral". Now that I see others obsess over food during pre-op it makes more sense that that's what I'm going through!
I'm currently pre-op (3 appointments until I submit to insurance!) and lately I've been finding that I'm having binge episodes more often than previously. I've been working to get to the bottom of this and haven't come up with anything that completely makes sense to me. I'm wondering if anyone else experienced this or has any insight!