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I AM A 54 YEAR OLD WOMAN,  HAVE 3 CHILDREN IN THEIR 20'S  WHEN I GAVE BIRTH TO THEM I ONLY WEIGHED 200 AND HERE I WAS WEIGHING 246.  IT ALL CAUGHT UP TO ME SO FAST, NOW MY FATHER KEPT TELLING ME I WAS GETTING FAT, AND EACH TIME I SAW HIM OF COURSE HE HAD TO SAY....................HAVE YOU GAINED MORE WEIGHT?  WHICH GOT TO ME A TAD BUT NOT MUCH,   I WENT TO PUERTO RICO WITH MY SISTER, WENT HORSEBACK RIDING, IT WAS WHEN THE PERSON IN CHARGE LOOKED AT ME, LOOKED AT THE HORSE FOR ME, SAID SOMETHING IN SPANISH AND THEY WENT AND GOT A BIGGER HORSE THAT MADE ME DECIDE TO TRY SOMETHING,  I KNEW I WAS WAY TOO BIG FOR A DIET,  I LIKE QUICK THINGS, AND 80 POUNDS WAS JUST TOO MUCH WEIGHT TO THINK OF LOSING.  SO I WENT IN TO GET THE LAP BAND, AS I WAS WAITING ALL THE WOMEN WERE TALKING ABOUT THIS THING CALLED THE SLEEVE...I ASKED ABOUT IT AND DECIDED THAT IS WHAT I WOULD GET.  NOW WOULD I GET IT AGAIN, I DONT THINK SO,   BUT I WILL KNOW MORE ONCE THE DOCTOR SEES ME,  HOPEFULLY THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME, CAUSE I AM 6 WEEKS POST OP AND I CANT EAT ANYTHING, NOTHING ZIPPO,   A SPOONFUL OR TWO OF SOUP AND THEN I GET SUCH A PAIN IN MY CHEST I CAN NOT EXPLAIN IT AND THEN MY THROAT GETS THIS TERRIBLE PAIN AND SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE I AM NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO BREATHE.   I LIKE THE WAY I LOOK THOUGH 50 POUNDS IN 6 WEEKS,  SO IF IT DONT KILL ME I WILL PROBABLY SAY,  WOULD DO IT AGAIN