Well, I have not had my surgery yet, but I did read some comments about the fatigue-ness. I read that it's all about the change - and I'm sure you read that to. I guess it's all about brain power & God's hand.
Remember this: We do our best & God does the rest!
My prayer for you:
God, please have your hand on littlebuddy213. Give them your strength and will to push past the depression and negative feelings. I pray that you continue to remind them that you are right there, with arms wide open. Thank you for this opportunity for your name to be glorified.
I pray this in Jesus name.
Amen.