I am also feeling down today. I have so many reasons to be thankful but I can't help but feel alone. My neighbors invited our film of four over. They had all kinds of bbq (burgers, hot dogs), ribs, pork steaks,etc) and delicious looking sides. While my kids and husband ate, I made up an excuse to leave. I was seriously tempted when o got back home but made a salad instead. I started feeling really down on myself because I can't even enjoy time with the neighbors. So much of my life has been good, but I am 250 lbs for that reason!
I said all of that to say that you are definitely not alone. I'm feeling the same way. I am on week 2 of my diet. I hope it all gets better!!