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@@sferriol hang in there sis its oneday at a time!!! you got this....me Im like can I just smell it? Lick it? Ahhh hunger hit hard!! Just wait till we have skinny girl problems????Lyn,You are so right. I have news to share. First off made it through one more day! Second of all I started this crazy adventure on 6/10/15 weighting in at 318lbs and yesterday I weighed in on 296.5 lbs. I haven't seen 200 in a very long time. This just makes me want to be a good girl. I know there will be days we break down, but like Lyn says..."just can't wait till we have skinny girl problems". Thanks Lyn and anyone else who has taken time from their lives to share their positivity. I needed to hear that.

On a positive note...I made it through yesterday without cheating and without wanting to punch someone and steal their pasta. Which is what I made for my family. Yup I still have to cook. My hubby is out of town so my little one still needs to eat. One less day! I can't wait for Wednesday when I can eat baby food. ????

Thank you for the suggestions. I am going to purchase and read those books. I know I have an addiction. Thank you again.

Rebecca, I completely understand. I had my step daughter hide all her goodies in a place where I have no idea where it is. I was going to search. I miss salty and crunchy but you know what we can do this. I falied a little today and yesterday but I know that the way I feel right now is not worth eating. Dirto Mel. Lol meant ditto.

Lyn, I am also eight days post surgery. I had the audacity to eat a spoonful of mashed potatoes and all I can say it was about three hours ago and I feel like I swallowed the whole family bowl. I mourn food and am in pain over the simple fact that I just want to be able to chew my food. I do not want to get sick and I want to lose weight but my willpower is almost non existent. Thank you for sharing. I no longer feel alone. Have a good night.

Hi, my name is Sonia. I had the gs performed on 6/10/15. I am also having a tough time with missing food. I actually broke down and had a spoonful of mashed potato. I am desperate to feel motivated and change this negative relationship with food. Please let me know how you are fairing. All I can say is what my friend Ash says...one day at a time. I know a super cliché but all I have to give.