Im having surgery on the 19th I've decided to see a therapist because there is a reason I need to have surgery and I want to go into this as mentally prepared as possible. He is helping me figure out why I have an eating disorder and how I can avoid repeating the problem.
I'm scheduled for 5/19 I have been trying to ready myself also. I keep thinking this is crazy, how on earth... and so on. I stopped drinking caffeine and wow my body is so mad about that already.