) you are right! I want to tie my shoe without problems, i want to go shopping and buy what i like, i want to be healthy, i want to be skinny ! And there are a thousand more reasons to do this and i know i have to do a fight my brain and the old habbits. It is hard but not immposible, i know that ! Hopefully i will do fine, i just have to get pass this weeks and think about the reasons i am doing it !!Thank you guys !!! I really apreciate all that you are writing down for me ! God bless you ! Have a fast recovery for u all